Saturday, June 30, 2007
2nd post of the day.. dunno whether its mi or wat.... m i juz trying to be selfish or....? i dunno..... have been wondering since earlier on.. wat is frens for?
whenever my "frens" asked mi for help.. i'll help whenever i can.. but when i asked them... im being ignored... my voice was nv heard at all.... y..? m i tt "small" that no 1 took notice of mi? or m i the xtra 1 from the start? ask the so call "frens" to come support mi n my other frens in khk tml.. excuses were given... nvm ba... since im not impt in the 1st place oso.. forget it ba..
is it juz so difficult to spend a little time to come watch a performance? its onli once per yr.. izzit tt hard? tix is $6.50.. not like asking u to pay $65.. izzit impossible to even fork out $6.50? i dun think so.. if u can spend $9.50 on movies during wkdays.. y not a $6.50? unless i noe got other stuffs to attend n cannot siam de jiu nvm... ppl hu spend $$ like water tell mi $6.50 very ex.. or is damn free everyday de say cannot come.. excuses excuses n more excuses.... worst excuse --> projs
anticipated so much towards the event.. yet no 1 does.. the world's chging.. or m i the onli 1 tts still standing on the same spot?
forget it.. mian qiang no happiness de.. den all dun come ba.. from today on i shall depend on myself le.. since no ppl oso care abt mi.. then abit no point.. do so many things onli let ppl say im a attention seeker.. wat for.. no point.. come to think of it.. no ppl really understands mi oso.. haha.. if tt's so.. then frens r juz entertainers when bored.. while classmates r juz solely for class works.... then cody? i dunno... seems like its getting lesser n lesser topic between mi n him.. seems to be caring for mi.. yet i felt nthing.. as thou everything died.. everything's.. so not like b4... zzz forget it..
probably i shld be dead long ago.. life's kinda getting meaningless recently.. probably doesnt even have a meaning in the 1st place.. its as thou im not existed haha... so.. y m i still alive? so ironic..
10:18 PM; unforgotten.Y
PROFILE
YEN TING
Known as : Ruby / Ilyasviel / Yen Ting
Borned on : 11 November 1989
Currently Studying @ : Temasek Poly (Mobile & Wireless Computing)
Horoscope : Scorpio
Zodiac : Snake
Owned #~-=[S]trawberr[Y]=-~ @ Galaxynet (mIRC)
%theLOVES;
mY PigGy deAr deAr
cosplay
anime
singing
cook food (edible but sometimes not nice XD)
doggies
CHEESE CAKE
wear nice nice go out =D
visual kei
sweet lolita
gothic punk
anything thing that is freaking cute
anyone who treats mi nice nice
%theHATES;
quarreling wif my piggy
Ugly Crossdresser
Smokers
Going School!
PROJECTS PROJECTS MORE PROJECTS!!!
People wif Attitude Problems
Faggots
Dunno act like noe everything de people
no freedom
backstabber