went out wif dear today to celeb.. he book out at 12pm so like wat i've calculated.. i went out at 4pm to meet him.. yawnz..

no mood to go out today for dunno wat reason.. made dear sad again.. haiz.. im a failure sia.. always make dear sad nia.. T_T dunno wat got into mi.. but juz no mood the whole morning.. yawnz!

dun feel like going out but still when out in the end.. spent almost $70 of dear's $$ today.. lol ^^;; went to walk walk b4 going to eat at sakae... spend ard 36+.. then i ate 8 plates myself.. haha.. got some is share wif dear de lar.. he ownself eat 7 plates.. haha~

after tt went to cosafe n see see look look + eat cake n tok cok.. been such a long time since i last went.. lol.. the last time i went there was to return my costume back to them.. lol! saw the chefs.. watching soccer sia.. so free.. tsk tsk tsk.. anyway not much biz leh.. got 1 grp is celebrating bday de.. so happy can kope abit cheesecake n eat XD too bad dear cant eat.. its OMFG NICE!

went hm after tt.. waited for bus wif dear cos he tired tired liao..

time flies sia.. like tt jiu already 1 yr le.. super fast... it seems like we juz steaded etc.. haha

thinking back how he wooed mi 1 yr ago always make mi luff sia.. sweet yet stupid =x aww.. memories.. wondered y im so obsessed abt him.. haha unexplainable feeling.. ~<3 anyway..

12:04 AM; unforgotten.Y

wah wah.. sianz =.= neck still pain.. at least i can turn ard..

celebrating 1 yr tml cos sun maybe dun have time.. doubt tml will have time oso.. by the time he can go out = 4+ wif my calculations.. yawnz..

wah wah.. "Teh Ruby's Way" already got 10 rules liao.. -.- my papa really damn bo liao siaaaaa n he is so enthu abt it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:

new updates:

short post today.. cos dunno wat to type liao.. lol

11:36 PM; unforgotten.Y

sprain my neck while slping last nite..... so pain T____T

tilted my head for the whole day.. so my vision the whole day is tilted oso.. -.-; move oso pain.. sianz...

had lab test today.. most prob is fail liao D: 3 qns.. onli 1st 1 can work.. but not correct oso.. haiz~ the stupid teacher keep standing behind mi n stare here n there.. pui! YAR!! I DUNNO HOW TO DO!!!! *kik the teacher off* so irritating sia =.=

class end at 6 today.. reach hm 7+.. kinda tired so went to slp n woke up at 8+.. had a early dinner tonite.. lol

waited for dear whole day to sms.. my hp is exceptionally quiet today sia.. ~_~ haiz~

had a terrigible fright yest.. a guy added mi in msn!!!!!!! ok.. i noe tt sound very normal.. but its not normal D: cos tt guy is famous for crossdressing n is.......... *vomits* ok lar not tt bad.. i admire his courage.. but..... D: at least he is better compared to another well known crossdresser.. shall not reveal names here.. note: im not against crossdresser.. but im SERIOUSLY against BAD crossplay which ruins my appetitte =\

adding is quite normal.. but he told mi he love my haruhi cosplay.. now tts scary.... omg T_T stalker? or? *shall not think too much to scare herself further D:*

11:29 PM; unforgotten.Y

sianz.. early in the morn mood spoilt.. i cant believe my fren scold mi juz becos i told him a spoiler of harry potter.. wtf sia.. 2 yrs fren juz becos of harry potter n scold mi for nthing? damn farked up sia..

11:53 PM; unforgotten.Y

wow wow!! been such a long time since i blogged.. guess im kinda sian of this le ba =.=;; yawnz! anyway..



Credits to Daisuke


my favourite of the day~~ XD

aww.. aint he cute? (ok.. juz the costume) but.. awwww he's still so adorable.. XD ok.. i noe my wig looks weird.. yawnz! was cosplaying as Hino Kahoko from La Corda D'oro.. its a very nice anime so u shld watch.. its abt classical music n love love relationship~~ awwww *_* those 3 r the nicer photo i've seen.. thks to those photographers...

been such a long time since i cosplayed for major event.. kinda cocked up for most of the major events... yawnz.. n now i finally got a chance to go for it.. cosplaying =D so happy.. thks to leo for lending mi his violin.. its still at my hm safe n sound..

Cosfest Day 3
As usual... costume cannot complete in time.. had to postpone to coscon for my eureka.. hope can do a gd job.. =D wasnt happy for the whole day.. n was very moody till i affected my bf.. dear cant do anything cos he wearing army uniform.. got rules de.. whole day nv tok to any1 till i see other cosplayers.. had to put on a fake smile n say hi to them regardless how unhappy i was..

finally when it;s ok.. went to cheers to bought drinks.. then i ask charsiew buy alcohol drink gimme which dear found out in the end.. got scolded by him b4 he gather n fall in..

drank half a bottle for the day n got drunk =.=; n its onli 4%!?!?! omg.. im weak -.-;; haiz..

Class BBQ
went out wif jean jie to get her stuffs for her anemone so tt she can join mi on coscon oso.. had to chiong to meet her after her class.. then went bugis buy cloth.. then go bras brasah buy paint n stuffs.. then left ard 5 to meet my classmates to go for a bbq organised by the other grp.. generally food was fine.. edible.. i like the satay thou.. nice nice.. sweet sweet 1 XD.. but was bored ah.. nthing to do.. left the place ard 9 to go hm..

Jean's hse
went her hse on sat to help her wif her costume.. quarrel wif mother cos i nv say where im going.. wtf lor.. i going 18 liao still bo freedom.. SIANZ! helped her till 10.30+ then went hm.. dear fall aslp b4 he sms mi sia.. T_T

Sunday
supposely theres a khk outing at Diamond Dust orchard.. but dun feel like going cos dear dun wan go out.. so went his hse pei him instead.. nthing much to do there except for slp n slp till dinner.. lol

went for dinner wif his father n mother >.< so paiseh sia.. ate zhi char.. food.. ok lar... the thai chicken is nice.. i like the sauce.. but the tie ban dou fu tasteless.. + the heat on the plate not evenly spread.. haiz~

ah pa told mi he saw a book call The Ruby's Way while he is out wif fren.. haha.. still post more when i get hm.. dun have the chat log now to copy n paste..

the end ba.. long post of summarize for this wk.. better than dear sia.. his blog is dead!! DEADDDDDDD!! tsk tsk tsk

11:37 AM; unforgotten.Y

im dying soon... farking tired... haven been posting for the past few days.. shall update tml when got time.. x.x

10:02 PM; unforgotten.Y

poor little is hm at 10.30 like tt.. T_T finally.. damn tired sia..

went out in the morn after ponning my lects to get my eureka stuffs again.. hunting for stuffs that i can use for my neck tt 1.. haiz.. no hope again.. wonder wat i can use sia.. time left so little.. T_T

met rina at 3+.. got my eureka wig.. colour is nice.. but like damn bright like tt o.o ~_~;;

went to fren's hse ard 4+.. rest at his hse till 5.40+ b4 going to 200+ to get my zip n stuffs.. yawnz.. feeling restless the whole day cos din have enuff slp.. zz so tired.... YAWNZ!!

for the whole nite, im known as the.... "ke lian de xiao nuu hai" while my fren is known as the "chao ji bian tai da kor kor" LOL!! then ke lian de wo is trapped in bian tai da kor kor's hse to do free labor T_T (actually is do his costume stuffs lar.. dun think much sia..)

draw n draw the same pattern for 4 to 5 times then finally succeed.. haiz.. so jia lat sia T_T then.. his mother saw n came to help lol.. then for the whole day nv eat.. then his mother say y nv gimme eat anything lol.. damn paiseh sia ~_~ so damn paiseh.. zzzz then in the end too late go hm cannot tok on fone wif dear T_T stupid bian tai da kor kor.. *cries*

then..... nthing much le ba.. so sianz.. yawnz.... cant think much now oso.. zzz

11:25 PM; unforgotten.Y

2am in the morn.. im still quite awake.. lol.. slpt thru almost all my lessons from 12pm onwards.. today's lesson end at 6.. attend lect at 12.. tok thru out wif classmate.. they din have the mood for lessons as well.. lol all is feeling slpy sia.. we hate tues

end of lect.. decided not to go for the next 1 cos abit no use oso.. sit in there oso no mood listen to lecturer tok.. lol went to the next class n stone outside n tok tok tok.. was backstabbing some1 we dun like in the grp.. haha

2pm le... CMSK4.. sianz.. no 1 likes to attend this lesson sia.. so stupid.. then so boring oso.. slpt thruout oso.. then the stupid teacher picked on mi.. argh.. others oso slping lor y onli i kena.. damn #$#@#&#@ sia yawnz.. see vid.. listen to her boring toks.. haiz.. life's a torture in her class =.=

finally the last 2 period of the day.. DSAG.. programming.. went to class.. no mood either.. teacher teaching.. 1 ear in 1 ear out.. LOL.. then asked fren to transfer the lab stuffs at the end of the day.. then the file keep saying corrupted sia.. damn sianz.. wonder wats wrong wif my thumbdrive.. tried on other comps oso the same.. gave up.. went hm..

rotted at hm till 7+.. lie on bed.. thinking rest 5 min jiu get up chiong costume.. then fall aslp -.-; the next moment i woke up is 10+ le.. lol is dear woke mi up de.. else i think im still slping now sia =.=; toked on fone wif dear till he go slp.. then i woke up to bug mother on my sleeves for the costume.. then juz completed sewing the sides of almost all the parts ba.. tml if got time then patch when i return hm..

meeting fren tml to help wif my props n stuffs.. in return i need help him wif his character's tie n the pattern on the sleeves.. -.-;; haiz~ meeting rina to get my wig oso.. pray the colour n stuffs nthing wrong.. >.< yawnz.. guess im slping late tml n be zombie tml liao.. life's the same everyday.. damn bored!!!

1:53 AM; unforgotten.Y

went out yest to meet charsiew at TM to get my scissors which i asked him to help mi smuggle on cosfest tt day.. lol.. no 1 rmbs abt it sia.... its onli when charsiew went back then dear think of it.. haiz~ too late dah!!

took the scissors from charsiew n intend to go hm.. received a deadly call from hm.. "ting ah!! u dun come hm 1st! we meet u at interchg for lunch n go shopping" zzzz

waited n waited.. wave bb to charsiew n met wif my mother n sis.. bought my 8th comb.. lol yea i lost my comb damn frequent.. ate lunch.. went to baleno see see look look n bought a pair of jeans! then went over to This Fashion.. bought a new jacket too~~

went to metro.. mother wan buy new bedsheet.. stood there waiting for so long.. yawnz! then bought a new water bottle, a hugging pillow (actually i intend to use the polyester fibre inside de.. haha anyway $5 nia) n a lighter concealer at metro.. muahahaha..

walked over to isetan n got a new wallet!! today is my happy day sia.. XD waiting to get a new wallet for a very long time.. but very stupid thing is.. cos tt 1 is for display de.. then i onli take new stuffs (yes.. i QC alot.. anyway i paid for it!! so i shld!!! n its my stuff!!!) so i have to dig the stocks myself n yet no 1 came to tend to my needs.. damn blardy hell sia.. so bad service.. i had to dig n dig n dig in the pile of wrapped up wallets.. din even noe which 1.. after a.. quite long period of time.. finally a promoter walk over n ask if can help.. wth? now then come? if onli i can bury them wif the wallets =.= haiz~ nvm.. finally got my wallet so dun blame them.. =D cant be bothered anyway..

last stop of the day.. ntuc.. bought my japanese curry again.. haha XD.. n alot of other stuffs but not mine thou.. ._.

met up wif bro for dinner.. he driving.. went to 201 there for fish head steamboat.. lol.. then after tt bro decided to buy durian.... so now i got durian to eat~~~~~~ XD

dear din sms mi much today.. wonder he doing fine mah.. hope he can keep up wif his army stuffs.. xin ku dear le.. *muackx~*

6:05 PM; unforgotten.Y

wah.. damn tired.. shall post later ba.. lol! too tired to post today's stuffs.. bought a lot of stuffs.. >=D so happy~~ nitez ppl~ rest early ah!!!!

-slps-

2:02 AM; unforgotten.Y

juz update yest stuffs wif today's stuffs cos yest too tired to blog =x reach hm onli bath n slp liao..

then got 1 weird pek pek come ask to take pix together...

actually not bad ah.. quite nicely done.. saw other haruhi cosplayers oso.. shall not comment much =x anyway.. if u wan full size de pix can tell mi.. still got other pix ah.. too lazy to post oso le =x

went to kobayashi for dinner afterwards.. then my sissors is wif charsiew!!!!!! ahhhhhhh sianz.. -.-! anyway.. end of today ah.. abit too lazy to blog le.. lol

12:17 AM; unforgotten.Y

juz woke up.. like so tired like tt.. slp n slp so much recently.. -.- nthing much to blog today i guess.. tml dear's booking out~~ yea~~ he asked mi to cook for him.. but i dunno can mah.. still haven think of how to tell my mother.. n the time now is.. 8.45 =.=

8:44 PM; unforgotten.Y

yawnz... im so tired.. roll ard on bed since 3.30am but slpt at onli 4 am last nite.. zzz.. woke up at 7.. prepare till 8 like tt.. decided to go later for the 1st lesson cos tt lesson even if nv go oso nvm de.. bro said he can drive mi to sch.. in the end i reach sch at 8.10am..

rotted in class for the whole lesson.. found out from my care person that i failed 1 sub for this term test -- DSAG (programming shits).. haiz.. damn jia lat.. prog or networking?

prog - more of biz e commerce / m commerce.. n biz stuffs..

network - onli networking etc..

grade wise.. networking is gd for mi.. but job wise? haiz.. both have no interest in it after reading the subject synopsis.. =.=; so how? how shld i do sia.... brain in a total mess.. cant be bothered to think =.=;

went out the whole of today wif my fren.. brought ard $57 out today.. 1st went to buona vista to eat pasta =.= i ate bolognese.. eat till wanna vomit in the end throw to my fren to finish.. lucky he has a endless depth LOL.. its not tt the pasta is bad.. i juz cannot take pasta.. they r.. disgusting =.= treated my fren cos i agreed to treat him as a bday meal.. then found out i not enuff cash so the rest he fork out.. lol! spent $10 on this meal..

after tt went to holland village n buy chocolate coronet! walked damn far sia.... but the coronet not bad.. nice nice.. n i really eat till like konata sia.. *bites* *lick lick lick* haha XD n the chocolate will really flow out!!!!!! >.< cost of coronet: $1.30

took a bus to PS.. walk ard spotlight n daiso for ideas on eureka 7 cosplay.. bought 2 small bottle of spray from daiso for the "pouch" on eureka's thigh.. blue n white.. haha.. got my fren to help mi abit wif it oso ^^ each at $2.. cos daiso mah.. lol

took mrt to chinatown to randomly walk ard.. bought 2 metal thingy(40 cent) for eureka's pouch again.. haha.. after tt walked to china square tt area n collected 2 dark saber figurines from some ulu shop.. randomly walk ard till 4.40pm.. then realise arab street gonna close soon!

walk to the mrt n took to bugis... chiong to arab street n buy cloth for my eureka 7.. still think that the cloth colour abit off.. but wanna save cloth so no use use back T_T.. search damn long for the cloth sia.. cannot find ah.. then lucky my eyes r sharp enuff n i spotted the cloth =D the last time i saw it was like dunno how thick? now left onli 2m.. but i onli need 1 m.. tight budget oso.. lol bought 1.5m white oso.. hope its more than enuff.. lol total for both is $15.. damn ex sia ._.

topped up my card.. $10.. omg.. im so poor now T_T.. took mrt back to tamp n eat dinner.. went S11 n eat chicken rice.. been so long nv eat sia..... 1 of the nicest chicken rice stall in tamp lor~~ muz go try!! $3 nia.. then went to my fren's hse n rot awhile.... n i dunno y? lol! intend to walk to blk 201 there to buy buttons n zips for eureka... but 8+ liao n abit tired so i went hm.. another time then ride bike to buy lol!

so now.. im rotting at hm.. lol.. sianz! tml's sch day.. freaking gay sia.... lucky starts at 10am.. N IM SO POOR NOW!!!!!! >____<

11:11 PM; unforgotten.Y

have juz typed out a long long long thk u speech to the khk ppl.. din noe wat much to type.. haha im always loss at words T_T but i m really glad that im part of the khk family.. lol i nv fails to cry for reading the emails they sent sia.. cos its really very sad by juz thinking that everything has ended.. missed the days training wif those ppl.. so fun even thou waking up early in the morning is a nuisance.. probably this is juz the beginning of the chapter ba ^^

but the person i really wanna thk is my dear..

dear gave mi a lot of courage through out the whole of khk n also alot of other stuffs.. even thou i always quarrel wif him over small little things.. hurting his feelings etc.. but i dun really mean it de.. im bad controling my temper so in the end.. the 1 always get hurt is always him..

khk's rehearsal's on every sat n sun 11am to 6pm.. dear also try his best to accompany mi to rehearsal whenever possible.. i noe dear's bored at every rehearsal becos he has nthing to do except for playing wif his laptop / ds / listening to my bad singing / shooting sk.. but he still accompanies mi every time.. whenever i sing wrong key or done badly for my solo.. he will get "punished" by omi by doing push ups.. felt so bad abit it but dear juz continue to go on wif it..

im wilful at times.. n stubborn.. n forces dear to do things he dun like.. but i think dear's the onli 1 that can bear wif my dumb, idiotic attitude ba.. thou he thinks that he always do the wrong things but i think its actually mi ba.. dear did his best in everything juz to please mi but im so... not ez to be pleased lol..

dear also tries very hard to be there for mi always when i needed him.. but he's currently in tekong now.. n onli be able to book out on weekends.. so.. got to ren until he booked out.. he's kinda cute w/o hair oso =p wish he's doing fine in ns ^^

speaking of which.. this coming july 29 would be our 1st yr aniversary liao.. time flies.. it seems like i juz noe him yest or wat.. haha.. everytime i think of how he woo-ed mi wanna make mi luff sia.... but i juz love him so much.. unexplainable by words.. the feeling is so strong for him, the onli guy tt i loved so much..

thks dear.. i'll love u always n be there for u if possible too.. even thou we can onli meet on weekends, but my heart will always be wif u de.. i'll cherish every moment that im wif u de..

OMGGGGGGGGG this is so mushy!!!!!! but i really mean it de!!!!! *blushes n runs off*

2:56 AM; unforgotten.Y

did a personality test given by my khk frens..

Are u a Uke or a Seme? er hmph.. think the other...... u noe u noe =x

uke - at the bottom
seme - atk from the top




Badass Uke
Take Are you a Seme or an Uke? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.

12:21 AM; unforgotten.Y

a very long long post.. lol

KHK 2007

started preparing for khk since morning 7.30 am... damn tired sia.. then suppose to meet up wif christine n wendy at 11am to rehearse abit on the hare hare yukai dance but i was late =.= as usual.. manage to reach onli at 12pm.. haiz.. dear was late too.. he was bz typing his army "hmwk" so i left for grassroot club w/o him.. dear onli reach when its going to be 1? or earlier..

prepared the whole day.. chg here n there.. make ups.. thks omi for helping mi wif the makeup for hare hare yukai.. then wendy forgot to bring her kan kan.. so she chiong taxi home wif christine to get it.. luckily she came back in time.. phew~

3pm.. last touch up on the warm up.. n practice abit of hare hare yukai b4 the event starts officially..

3.30 pm.. prepare at the back stage n freeze to death!!!! lol! its damn freaking cold ahhhhh bth.. then 4 pm finally comes..... OMG MY HEART IS DYING SOON!! the onli word i can think of at tt moment i think is "die" lol..

mi n christine already position nice nice waiting for the mic nia.. after the emcees tok cok finish.. they came in.... curtain opened.... WITHOUT A MIC!!!!!! omg siaaaa.... then natsu suddenly jump out wif the mic n pass to mi.. lol.. after tt was christine w/o mic.. then wendy sang the 2nd verse to save christine.. but after tt i totally blur.. onli when it finish the 1st part then got better.. so screwed.. >.< neo told us not to worry b4 event starts n will pass the mics to us b4 curtain open.. then... D: well.. shit happens... embarrassing but no choice.. juz sing over wif it lor.. wat else to do? did alot of wrong stuffs oso.. haruhi fans.. pls dun kill mi T_T anyway its still ok lar.. lol i think.. the last pose was.... blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the curtain close so slow!!!!!!!!!! i stand so long!!!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzz

din manage to see much of the event.. cos bz preparing other stuffs while the audience was enjoying (or so i think) the event.. onli started watching from jean jie's brand new breeze till mizu's truth.. MIZU'S GREAT!!!!! I LOVE HER VOICE!! SO NICE!!!!!!

then after mizu.. i chiong to chg.. n went back to the dance studio.. then kaika helped mi wif the make up oso.. thks kaika!!!!!! the makeup effect for seperation was great.. but i think the worst thing is my hair.. haiz.. then randomly walk outside the dance studio to wait for my turn.. then zean saw mi n say jia you to mi.. haha.. thks zean.. think i shall start on the thk u speech soon liao.. so many ppl need to thks.. lol

finally its my turn... stand on the stage.. juz sing wateva i can rmb out.. think i got sing out of tune sia.. ~_~ then 1 of my long long instrumental part... dear ran up the stage n gave mi a bouquet of flower..... the flowers so lovely.. really love it alot alot.. but so shocked sia.. lol..

end of day.. saw alot of ppl.. kenvil.. hong.. nooch.. thou i dunno hu is hu.. lol kinda blurred after the event liao.. thks for coming btw..
-end-

today's event

had a bad day since morning.. cried suddenly w/o noeing y.. think im abit down wif fever noe oso.. skipping the tut lesson.. juz dun haf the mood to do anything.. jean jie cancel the outing.. now have to trouble ppl to help mi collect stuffs from rina at woodlands area.. zzz n yet none wans to help.. had a proj to chiong for tml.. life's getting worse n worst esp w/o cody.. zz

then breaktime.. some idiot broke my slipper.. had to went hm to chg.. called mother to bring a new pair for mi.... i tell her go in the end cos she doesnt wanna help.. dragged all the way hm w/o saying a bye to my classmates.. seriously wondering i still have frens mah.. none even ask mi ok mah.. onli.. from 10+ till 1pm.. none sms asking whether im ok or not.. forget it.. got 1 sms finally.. read carefully.. "u oki ma? remeber 2 pass us ur opsy project portion by tonite.. send 2 hoyeh hotmail oki? (",)" proj proj proj..... 3 words out of a full sms.. zzz.. forget it

juz realised somethings.. having so many frens r useless.. none will help u when u're in trouble but will onli find u when THEY themselves r in trouble.. fark it.. had enuff.. i'll nv ever help ppl hu nv help mi.. even thou i noe helping others shldnt ask for a return.. but when it get worse.. u'll noe wat i means.. zzz

11:30 AM; unforgotten.Y

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