Tuesday, August 12, 2008
omg.. sat was a tiring day.. having onli 2 hours of slp b4 chionging to the event was disastrous.. slpt at 3.30am n woke up at 5.30am to complete my ranka's costume.. supposely to meet luel n the rest to prepare for the performance during the day but due to chionging of costume.. i was superrrrrrrr late.. reached the place around 11.30am n chiong to chg into my costume.. then i was told tt there were screw ups wif the organisation so there wasnt any rehearsals b4.. so i kinda like felt relief tt i din drag any1 down =x
my perform was terrible.. due to lack of slp + nervous.. n also, i din warm up my voice b4 hand.. i screwed up my performance T_T zao xia..... 2nd part sing wrong.... dance wrong... rush beat... ahhhh i wanna bang wall.. every moment i rewatch my vid on youtube.. i dunno whether to cry or luff cos its so funny lar =x im like ">____________< ahhhhhh wrong =x" the super look can be found in http://infestor51.wordpress.com/2008/08/10/since-some-time-just-freed-up/i swore i can do better off stage!! saw quite alot of my pix in sgcafe oso =x kinda........ happy =xxxxxxxxxxx *blush*
earlier when i return hm from club.. zech told mi i was featured in a few of the anime bloggers' blog.. so far no super bad comments.. so i think its a gd sign.. thou i think i shld still improve on my ranka.. esp on the posing.. -_- currently waiting for yukina to do her sheryl's costume so we can have a photoshoot on Macross Frontier's 2nd op "Lion" heres some pix of my ranka cosplay.. not gonna post alot cos i dun think its really nice.. credits to the sgcafe photographers who took my photo ^^
sat nite while on fone.. he said he's tired to go out n wanted mi to travel all the way to woodlands to find him.. its not tt i mind going his hse cos i've always been doing tt.. but the problem was im more tired than him.. shldnt i be the 1 having more rest than him? seriously, no matter how tired i m.. if he ask mi out i sure go.. i die die dun wan go his hse jiu dui le..
對別人仁慈就是對自己殘酷。
i've always been the 1 travelling ard since god knows when.. he haven been coming to my estate area to pick mi up n go out since i dunno when..if i can go his hse i dun see a problem abt him coming to my hse. thou its slightly diff, but the concept is there.. im getting more n more 絕望 abt his actions.. i juz feel tt.. he's getting more n more insensitive to my feelings.. asking for my forgiveness yet making the same mistake over n over again.. wats the point??? im not being unreasonable.. its juz tt i've given him too many chances n thing arent going any better.. he can play psp with his bro the whole night rather than accompanying mi the whole night.. n we haven been meeting for the last 2 wks.. i dunno wat else to say.. haiz.. probably this is the last chance im gonna give him.. emo.....
my perform was terrible.. due to lack of slp + nervous.. n also, i din warm up my voice b4 hand.. i screwed up my performance T_T zao xia..... 2nd part sing wrong.... dance wrong... rush beat... ahhhh i wanna bang wall.. every moment i rewatch my vid on youtube.. i dunno whether to cry or luff cos its so funny lar =x im like ">____________< ahhhhhh wrong =x" the super look can be found in http://infestor51.wordpress.com/2008/08/10/since-some-time-just-freed-up/i swore i can do better off stage!! saw quite alot of my pix in sgcafe oso =x kinda........ happy =xxxxxxxxxxx *blush*
earlier when i return hm from club.. zech told mi i was featured in a few of the anime bloggers' blog.. so far no super bad comments.. so i think its a gd sign.. thou i think i shld still improve on my ranka.. esp on the posing.. -_- currently waiting for yukina to do her sheryl's costume so we can have a photoshoot on Macross Frontier's 2nd op "Lion" heres some pix of my ranka cosplay.. not gonna post alot cos i dun think its really nice.. credits to the sgcafe photographers who took my photo ^^
kira~
i failed in dancing.. -__-
nyan nyan~~~~
feeling quite down recently mainly cos of my bf.. sat he wasnt be able to attend the full coscon cos he kena activated by his camp last min.. so he had to rush home from suntec n all the way to his camp.. spent the whole day wif siew eating almost everywhere we walked =.=;; dear onli booked out at nite which is more or less impossible for him to come out n meet us..
i failed in dancing.. -__-
nyan nyan~~~~sat nite while on fone.. he said he's tired to go out n wanted mi to travel all the way to woodlands to find him.. its not tt i mind going his hse cos i've always been doing tt.. but the problem was im more tired than him.. shldnt i be the 1 having more rest than him? seriously, no matter how tired i m.. if he ask mi out i sure go.. i die die dun wan go his hse jiu dui le..
對別人仁慈就是對自己殘酷。
i've always been the 1 travelling ard since god knows when.. he haven been coming to my estate area to pick mi up n go out since i dunno when..if i can go his hse i dun see a problem abt him coming to my hse. thou its slightly diff, but the concept is there.. im getting more n more 絕望 abt his actions.. i juz feel tt.. he's getting more n more insensitive to my feelings.. asking for my forgiveness yet making the same mistake over n over again.. wats the point??? im not being unreasonable.. its juz tt i've given him too many chances n thing arent going any better.. he can play psp with his bro the whole night rather than accompanying mi the whole night.. n we haven been meeting for the last 2 wks.. i dunno wat else to say.. haiz.. probably this is the last chance im gonna give him.. emo.....
1:52 AM; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
National Day is just around the corner.. ppl start to put up the singapore flags already.. as usual, my flag opposite have ppl hanging the flags outside the window.. while i was sewing my costume 1 day.. guess wat i saw.................................. XD
zoom in to have a clearer view =D
zoom in to have a clearer view =D9:48 PM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, August 3, 2008
lost the meaning to everything..
wats so great about getting into a relationship? it onli bring sufferings to both parties.. n it all starts wif minor things.. m i really tt hard to be understood? m i really tt unreasonable? y cant he juz understand wat i wanted? wats the point of giving mi packs of lies over n over again?. i've had enuff. im so sick n tired of everything of all the things he's telling mi.
i love him.. tts the fact tt'll nv chg.. but i juz cannot continue on the shits he's giving. why does his stupidity have to be my sufferings?
think im quitting cosplay after this yr.... lost the meaning to cosplay oso.. i started cos it was fun.. n n after fucking up almost all my cosplays.. i find it pointless for mi to continue...
wats so great about getting into a relationship? it onli bring sufferings to both parties.. n it all starts wif minor things.. m i really tt hard to be understood? m i really tt unreasonable? y cant he juz understand wat i wanted? wats the point of giving mi packs of lies over n over again?. i've had enuff. im so sick n tired of everything of all the things he's telling mi.
i love him.. tts the fact tt'll nv chg.. but i juz cannot continue on the shits he's giving. why does his stupidity have to be my sufferings?
think im quitting cosplay after this yr.... lost the meaning to cosplay oso.. i started cos it was fun.. n n after fucking up almost all my cosplays.. i find it pointless for mi to continue...
6:53 PM; unforgotten.Y