Ilyasviel de xiao xiao shi jie

personality test

2008-11-25T00:39:00.002+08:00

rather too tired n lazy to do abt afa.. but im really so damn happy becos i see may'n!!!!!!!!! anyway.. the link for the test is http://www.ipersonic.com/test.html

my result:

Energetic Doers are cheerful and spontaneous persons. They are charming and full of energy and real persons of action. They keep a clear head and the overview even in difficult situations. This makes them popular problem solvers. Their ability of being able to absorb and process information is phenomenal. Energetic Doers also have strong powers of observation and a keen sense when dealing with other people. They are very perceptive, witty and clever. They have a natural ability of convincing others of their point of view. Energetic Doers live completely in the here and now and make spontaneous decisions from one moment to the next. They love being together with other people and are sensuous, lively and amusing conversationalists. It is no problem for them to be the effervescent centre of attention at a party and they are generous, skilful and good hosts. They do not brood over consequences for long; they quickly grasp all the relevant facts, make a pragmatic decision and enforce that decision vigorously. Should a decision later turn out to have been wrong, one can always make new plans.

Energetic Doers magically attract fun and action. They need the kick - as far as possible with other people. Many representatives of this type have dangerous hobbies or go in for extreme sports. They quite consciously put themselves in dangerous situations again and again. At work too, Energetic Doers seek fun and variety above all. They are bored to death by routine, safety and calculability. Crises are their elixir of life and really bring their strong points to light. They react to new challenges flexibly and effectively. They gain their confidence from their imperturbable self-assuredness that they will be able to cope with them. Energetic Doers prefer practical activities which lead to visible results rather than theoretical fields of work. Endless discussions with colleagues quickly get on their nerves and they do not have the patience for interpersonal niceties. They say how something has to be done and that’s that!

Energetic Doers keep their friends in suspense with their wit, esprit and quickness in repartee. They mostly have a large circle of friends and acquaintances but often remain non-committal in their relationships. They expect a great deal of reliability and tolerance from their really good friends but are also willing to give the same to them. However, due to their spontaneous nature, they always remain a little surprising and unpredictable, also for their partners. Energetic Doers need a lot of space and time to themselves; they quickly feel hemmed in if their partners cling too strongly to them. But if you give them plenty of leeway, they are generous, cheerful and extremely imaginative life companions with whom you can have a lot of fun and enjoy life to the full. They do not avoid conflicts but address them openly and sometimes sparks can really fly. But this is typical for Energetic Doers and, afterwards, they are all the more devoted and loving.

Adjectives which describe your type

extroverted, practical, logical, spontaneous, resolved, direct, objective, conscientious, attentive, likes taking risks, cheerful, impulsive, optimistic, sociable, enthusing, full of the joys of life, aggressive, inconsiderate, dynamic, lively, rash, competition-oriented, action-loving, energetic, charming, superior, solution-oriented, adventurous, go-ahead, changeable, outgoing

blog quiz

2008-11-09T02:15:00.001+08:00

had nthing to do so i did this.. the other quiz result ends up to be exactly the same.. onli this 1 is diff.. n rather true for mi..

Your Superpower Should Be Manipulating Fire

You are intense, internally driven, and passionate.

Your emotions are unpredictable - and they often get the better of you.

Both radiant and terrifying, people are drawn to you.

At your most powerful, you feel like the world belongs to you.

Why you would be a good superhero: You are obsessive enough to give it your all

Your biggest problem as a superhero: Your moodiness would make it difficult to control your powers

What Should Your Superpower Be?

melodie is home~~

2008-11-05T14:55:00.003+08:00

been such a long time since i last blogged.. since recently got a few worth blogging de things.. here i go!!!

I FINALLY ORDERED A DOLLFIE!!! She is Vera from Angell-Studio.. ok.. she looks quite bad to mi in the company profile compared to Leira but after viewing her photos on other owners in DoA forum, she does look quite cute in photos.. n somemore has the feeling that i wan her to be..

her name is Melodie~~ XD ordered her on 17/10/2008 and she arrived at my house on 29/17/2008! she suppose to arrive on 28/10/208 thou.. but my mother missed the delivery man so i had to request for a redelivery the next day.. *_*~

Now to box opening!!!! *drums roll....*

*open curtain!!*

yes.. dumb mi.. i open the package from the wrong side.. i onli realised when i open the box.. lol!

ohhhh getting more n more anixous! >.<

heres wat inside the box: Melodie (of cos!), 3 wigs, 2 eyeballs, 1 white bjd eyelash, 1 face mask, 1 company certificate, 2 photo of Vera and Leira, tack and a birthday card!!

So sweet of hedi.. she specially sent mi a birthday card knowing that im getting her as my bday present.. she's has the best customer service so far i now.. esp when she's a china.

tts all i had of her.. cos she's still faceup-less n clothes less.. dun wanna show her naked around.. she's still a gal after all!! din realised that the lighting in the photos actually turned out quite bad.. but i was too bz opening her box rather than taking photos.. lol! hopefully her 1st face up done by me would be successful!

my head!!!!

2008-09-01T22:05:00.002+08:00

wahhhhh my head is so pain!!!!! sat went to dear hse n accidentally banged my head on his bed's rack.. then after which he knocked into my head on the same spot.. T_T now when i touch tt part feel so pain!!! T_T

so tired now oso.. so bored.. dun feel like doing anything.. zzz.. sianz.. wish wkend can faster come.. T_T

project sux!

2008-09-01T02:58:00.005+08:00

Friday

it was indeed a suay day.. T_T accompanied my mother to the market and went to sch early in the morning at 9am juz to found out tt i din transfer my hard work to my thumbdrive the previous nite b4 i went to bed.. sighz.. no choice but to go home and transfer the idiotic data so that when my teacher came to review on my project tt time, i have at least something to show him.. which... HE END UP NV COME TT DAY!! totally waste my time.. i shld have stayed home and rest well T_T

9.40am, i went out to took a lift down from my lab to lvl 1.. when i juz walked out of the lift.... i saw drizzling which no choice had to go back up to take my umbrella.. then when i turn, i missed my lift. waited for another lift for like 5 mins.. took my umbrella n walked out of the lab to wait for another lift... when the lift reaches lvl 8, i realised i forgot to take my keys!!! arghhhhhh then i went back to take my keys n missed the lift again!!!!

i finally reach home like around 10.30am.. suddenly the cup noodles juz appeared in my mind so i sms my group mates tt i'll be eating at home xD played dynasty warrior 6 till 11.30 b4 i went to boil my water.

reached back sch around 1pm n attempt to start on my flash proj but i was so distracted that i juz couldnt focus =x another day ended when 5pm reach =x

Saturday

nthing much.. went to bf's hse.. then went home at nite..

Sunday

spent my whole day play dynasty warrior 6 with my sister.. so happy!! unlocked 2 characters n cleared quite alot of missions~ XD was quite pissed off when we keep failing it.. im still thinking whether to cosplay xing cai or diao chan for EOY.. haiz~

started on my project again at abt 10.30pm earlier on.. got distracted by the tv show on channel 8.. then.. I FINALLY CHIONG OUT MY CODE BY 12AM!!!!! was so happy that im still blogging now =.=;;

its a very very very simple n stupid game.. but at least the MOST important function worked.. purpose of the crab game is to "save" them from turning red.. lol~

something extra: evil's project: shoot the mushroom

going slp now~~ gonna be in sch on time later~ lalala~

CosCon @ WCG 2008

2008-08-12T01:52:00.004+08:00

omg.. sat was a tiring day.. having onli 2 hours of slp b4 chionging to the event was disastrous.. slpt at 3.30am n woke up at 5.30am to complete my ranka's costume.. supposely to meet luel n the rest to prepare for the performance during the day but due to chionging of costume.. i was superrrrrrrr late.. reached the place around 11.30am n chiong to chg into my costume.. then i was told tt there were screw ups wif the organisation so there wasnt any rehearsals b4.. so i kinda like felt relief tt i din drag any1 down =x

my perform was terrible.. due to lack of slp + nervous.. n also, i din warm up my voice b4 hand.. i screwed up my performance T_T zao xia..... 2nd part sing wrong.... dance wrong... rush beat... ahhhh i wanna bang wall.. every moment i rewatch my vid on youtube.. i dunno whether to cry or luff cos its so funny lar =x im like ">____________< ahhhhhh wrong =x" the super look can be found in http://infestor51.wordpress.com/2008/08/10/since-some-time-just-freed-up/i swore i can do better off stage!! saw quite alot of my pix in sgcafe oso =x kinda........ happy =xxxxxxxxxxx *blush*

earlier when i return hm from club.. zech told mi i was featured in a few of the anime bloggers' blog.. so far no super bad comments.. so i think its a gd sign.. thou i think i shld still improve on my ranka.. esp on the posing.. -_- currently waiting for yukina to do her sheryl's costume so we can have a photoshoot on Macross Frontier's 2nd op "Lion" heres some pix of my ranka cosplay.. not gonna post alot cos i dun think its really nice.. credits to the sgcafe photographers who took my photo ^^

kira~

i failed in dancing.. -__-

nyan nyan~~~~

feeling quite down recently mainly cos of my bf.. sat he wasnt be able to attend the full coscon cos he kena activated by his camp last min.. so he had to rush home from suntec n all the way to his camp.. spent the whole day wif siew eating almost everywhere we walked =.=;; dear onli booked out at nite which is more or less impossible for him to come out n meet us..

sat nite while on fone.. he said he's tired to go out n wanted mi to travel all the way to woodlands to find him.. its not tt i mind going his hse cos i've always been doing tt.. but the problem was im more tired than him.. shldnt i be the 1 having more rest than him? seriously, no matter how tired i m.. if he ask mi out i sure go.. i die die dun wan go his hse jiu dui le..

對別人仁慈就是對自己殘酷。

i've always been the 1 travelling ard since god knows when.. he haven been coming to my estate area to pick mi up n go out since i dunno when..if i can go his hse i dun see a problem abt him coming to my hse. thou its slightly diff, but the concept is there.. im getting more n more 絕望 abt his actions.. i juz feel tt.. he's getting more n more insensitive to my feelings.. asking for my forgiveness yet making the same mistake over n over again.. wats the point??? im not being unreasonable.. its juz tt i've given him too many chances n thing arent going any better.. he can play psp with his bro the whole night rather than accompanying mi the whole night.. n we haven been meeting for the last 2 wks.. i dunno wat else to say.. haiz.. probably this is the last chance im gonna give him.. emo.....

National Day is Coming!!

2008-08-05T21:48:00.004+08:00

National Day is just around the corner.. ppl start to put up the singapore flags already.. as usual, my flag opposite have ppl hanging the flags outside the window.. while i was sewing my costume 1 day.. guess wat i saw.................................. XD

zoom in to have a clearer view =D

lost.....

2008-08-03T18:53:00.002+08:00

lost the meaning to everything..

wats so great about getting into a relationship? it onli bring sufferings to both parties.. n it all starts wif minor things.. m i really tt hard to be understood? m i really tt unreasonable? y cant he juz understand wat i wanted? wats the point of giving mi packs of lies over n over again?. i've had enuff. im so sick n tired of everything of all the things he's telling mi.

i love him.. tts the fact tt'll nv chg.. but i juz cannot continue on the shits he's giving. why does his stupidity have to be my sufferings?

think im quitting cosplay after this yr.... lost the meaning to cosplay oso.. i started cos it was fun.. n n after fucking up almost all my cosplays.. i find it pointless for mi to continue...

2008-06-20T17:49:00.010+08:00

After not posting anything in my blog for so long.. found something quite true abt mi.. this is so interesting.. juz by reading ur real name can noe ur personality.. haha~ btw, i hidden my name so no 1 will noe wats my real name =p

What [My Real Name] Means

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

zzz

2008-05-13T23:16:00.001+08:00

life sux.

woo!

2008-04-26T22:48:00.002+08:00

finally started blogging after so long.. so bored recently.. super lazy to update the blog as well..

went thailand from 13 apr to 18 apr.. end up missed the MP briefing on 15 Apr.. then on the day which i came back then i realised need to form grps of 3 n submit by tt day.. something very sad happened to mi.. im the onli 1 w/o a grp. sent email to the teachers for help, end up not much help given oso.. recieved an email by the MP-in-charge days ago finally.. saying tt he will grp us randomly by fri. till now i have yet to recieve any mails regarding the grp. yawnz.. wtf will happen to mi? probably fail this yr? yea.. probably.. zzz.. knowing too much ppl from other courses other than ur own is a bad choice..

the day which i came back from thai, was the day my dear dear's 21st bday.. wanted to celeb wif him so much but he went india on 16 apr due to NS T_T miss him so much.. wish can see him faster.. but he's onli coming back on 6 may morn.. so sad.. i shld be going his hse to find him on tt day straight after my tut in morn ba.. shld reach his hse ard 12pm.. =D

sick for the past few days but he's not here by my side.. life is so bored w/o him.. T_T need to discuss a few stuffs wif him oso.. haizzzzzz wish he can come back faster..

2007-11-14T14:23:00.000+08:00

blogging in class.. cos super sian!! other grp's presenting their work now.. have done tt last wk so this hr is to waste time 1.. yawnz.. anyway....

updates!!!

yest.. had a job interview for my module -- CMSK2 (Communications in workplace)

panicked for days in the end went in.. felt was so stupid. for wat i worry so much.. its was omfg freaking ez!!!! k lar.. thou some of my ans aint tt gd.. but at least i can crap finish.. lol feel kinda relieved when my teacher told mi "u did better than in class"

woot!! i might pass!! hohoho~

today.. will be cosplaying as yuuki from Vampire Knight later.. helping out wif my club to gain more attention so ppl can join us for the beach party.. yawnz.. woked up at 8am to start preparing.. went to bath then straighten my hair till 10+.. put make up etc then realised my hair curled back.. omg!! i hate my hair T_T

late for class as usual.. but teacher nv say anything ~_~ yawnz.. ponning lect later.. cant be bothered to go.. sianz!

2007-11-13T00:32:00.000+08:00

woo~ lack of slp.. slpt at 4am yest n woke up at 7am this morn.. so tired.. chiong proj whole nite but nthing was done..

woke up at 7 to go sch to sign for a proj.. submission at 9.. in the end i reach sch at 9 -.-;;

continue to chiong proj for afternoon's presentation.. yawnz.. wanna die sia.. each person need do 5 queries.. lucky got ppl help mi.. arbo i sure G_G..

presentation.. sux.. my teacher sux.. zzz

most suprising for today was the JCG ppl suddenly bought a cake n celeb for mi.. the cake's nice sia.. pity i din bring a camera to take pix in sch.. lol 20+ ppl sing happy bday song to mi abit shocking sia.. haha..

k.. super tired liao.. need slp.. nitez

2007-11-11T04:11:00.000+08:00

b4 i post any other random stuffs..

happy bday to myself~~~~~~

yea~ im 1 yr older.. again =.=

shall blog abt today's stuffs 1st since its more impt..

morning woke up to chg n prepare to meet isaiah / zy / jaden at outram mrt.. mother took my jeans to wash.. so irritating =.= dig for other stuffs to wear for 1 hr =.=;;

reached outram ard 12.30.. lol so late sia.. ate lunch @ Kobayashi.. after eating go ice skating.. from 1.30pm skate till 6 then leave the place.. fall down so many times.. all is caused by ppl blocking infront of mi n i cannot stop / chg course in time.. kneel down on the ice floor till my left knee become this.. T_T

left the ice skating rink for bugis ard 6.. had my dinner at bugis's newly opened food junction. all the stuffs is damn super ex!!!!!!!! omg!! i ate grilled chicken for $5.40!! omg.. heart pain sia T_T

walked to parklane for pool cos the guys thinks pool fusion 3 too ex.. lol

alot of stupid stuffs happen when is isaiah vs zy sia.. damn funny.. their brain cannot twist n turn 1.. super straight sia =x eziest way of clearing the table in the end took very long.. haha.. went hm at 11+ by mrt at bugis.. zy damn stupid.. he chiong into my train telling mi he need to chg train to go hm.. when i asked him, he told mi yea.. i need chg at outram.. -door closes- somemore theres a map behind dun wan see.. went over to the next cabin to see..

reached hm at ard 12 am.. took pix of all my pressies~~

i love the last pix the most~ =D

2007-11-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

i shld be doing my projs now.. but.. ah well~ lol

updates!!!

Sun
rotted at hse.. chilli crabs for dinner!!!! haha XD~ but i got cut by the crab's shell by accident.. my poor thumb T_T

Mon
pon-ed morning lect.. too lazy to go -.-

went sch at 11 for lab.. late D: lucky teacher haven take attendance.. so still consider on time~ hohoho.. found out sheila did something interesting yet bo liao during lab today.. she kept a notebook.. then keep track all her daily activities n expenses.. so gd.. i onli keep track of my transport expenses n cosplay de.. >.<

break time.. helped out at the JCG booth today.. pon lect cos lazy to go.. =x then rot there till 3pm then went to tut.. almost slpt at the class.. its SUPER boring!!!! n her way of teaching sux!! she has no management of time in her teaching 1.. 1 qns took 40 min to explain when we have 4 qns.. in the end she no time to finish n rush thru which none of us get it =.= wth lor!

yawnz.. end of tut liao went to lab for proj discussion.. needa do abt problems of e biz n stuffs.. wish dear was ard then can throw to him help mi =x awwwwwww 20 more days till dear is back.. im dying!!!!!!!!!!

went for dinner wif JCG ppl at mac.. then went hm.. haiz.. chiong proj ah~ CHIONG AHHHHH~~~ -slps-

2007-11-04T02:05:00.000+08:00

sianz.. nv blog again.. i noe i shldnt be posting now cos im damn freaking tired.. anyway.. updates for last week.. memories's kinda vague now maybe cos im feeling slpy ba.. lol~

wed
cant rmb much for this day.. i onli rmb mi n the rest stay back n do proj discussions.. then while walking to the lib, i saw something.. wow!

my sec sch mate n another cosplayer suddenly ran towards mi n ask mi join the beach party sia.... held on 17th nov >.< cannot run somemore.. so sad.. then tok cok like 1hr+ then i went to do project.. think they all sure pissed at mi de.. lol!

blah blah.. finally proj end.. saw the TPJCG booth n ppl still there.. so stay there tok cok a while till 8pm till i go hm.. lol

thurs
break for 2 hrs.. pon-ed lect so self proclaim that i ended sch at 1pm~ sat at the booth there to rot.. so bored.. not much ppl came.. T_T stay tilled 8pm if im not wrong.. but is ard tt timing de.. the rest.. cant rmb le..

fri
went out to sch to cosplay in the afternoon.. did Hino Kahoko from Kiniro no Corda..
stay till like 4pm then charsiew came TP to find mi cos he got nthing better than..
yar.. i'm officially a sub comm member of TPJCG A/M department =D

tts y i was thinking juz eat 1st cos he's will be eating stezk from the cafe.. ate a t bento wif curry for tt day's dinner..

went to cafe.. ordered pina colada.. charsiew ordered the Lobster Bisque, steak, mocha latte, Long Island Tea n GreenTea Magarita.. omg~ i drank 1 glass wan die liao he still wan drink / eat so much.. zzz in the end spending 72+ for tt day.. went hm wif a headache.. bathed n slpt

sat
went out to sch in the morn to attend the TPJCG meeting.. yawnz.. after tt went to bugis.. tot i'll late for bus in the end ran siaaaa.. when reach bugis le.. then realised none have arrived yet

finally met up.. went to eat 1st.. then go sunshine plaza.. arab street.. bras brasah.. then cosafe.. finally back in bugis again.. spend damn lots of $$ today.. wanna cried.. bought a black bunny bag for $28 which i have no idea y i buy it now.. n i suppose to buy together wif dear when we go shopping de.. T_T

cloth for eoy -- $27.50
fabric paint -- $3+
lunch + dinner -- $4 + $5.80
bunny bag -- $28
evil owe mi -- $10
dear's present -- price unknown to him~ cannot tell ppl the price oso..

total.. ard 100.. so sad.. went to took my pay at cosafe.. $310.50 for last mth.. haiz.. like tt 100 gone.. super sad T_T haiz.. needa go slp.. eyes closing while blogging.. cmi liao.. nitez..

2007-10-31T00:14:00.000+08:00

wow wow.. so long no blog liao.. sianz -__-

let mi summarise wat i've done ba~

Sat
rotted at hm the whole day.. nowhere to go.. ah pa fly my aeroplane cos suppose to go buy cloth for eoy de.. =< so in the end chg to sun..

AF ppl ask mi play back Flyff.. d/led n playing now.. nick xXAonoXx, Assist, lvl 22 currently.. played the whole day.. went out at nite for dinner wif parents..

my father is so noisy.

Sun
afternoon met up wif ah pa at tanah merah n charsiew at bugis.. suppose to meet at 2.30 but was very very late for the day =x kinda nua at hm so slowly do my stuffs.. then mother forgot to take my breakfast from the van so i have to go down n take..

reached bugis ard going to 4pm.. charsiew wait till pek chek so he went TCC to drink coffee..

walked to arab street under drizzle.. abt to reach arab street tt time heavy downpour.. sianz! in the end waited n waited hoping that the rain would get smaller..

saw 1 japanese couple walking under the rain.. then they drop their stuffs.. cos none of us noes how to speak japanese.. they dun understand wat we toking T_T if onli dear was ard jiu gd le.. >.<

waited till ard 5 then bth.. walked wif ah pa under my small umbrella in the HEAVY rain.. then i realised.. the shop nv open T_____T wasted so much time n energy then nv open T_T super sad sia..

then ah pa left taking mrt home cos he got dinner wif family.. so in the end i went shopping wif charsiew ard bugis.. ahhhhh saw 1 top super nice!!!! wanna buy for dear dear but like dun suit his style sia.. T_T i think dun care le.. when i next go bugis i go buy gif him.. heck care liao!

charsiew bought 4 tops in the end.. all tshirt.. 1 of which is i choose de.. super cute XD white top wif 3 monkeys~ super suit him~ haha..

went to eat at a japanese resturant at shaw tower.. super not worth + the taste sux! waste my $$ sia.. $6.90 for terriyaki chicken set meal.. *cries* charsiew ate curry rice.. oso not nice de.. i think i cook de taste better.. lol =x

walked to cosafe afterwards.. walk alot of wrong directions in the end walk xtra.. lol~ finally reach the cafe liao.. auntie like treat mi invisible.. damn dulan..

drank alot of water sia.. ordered ice vanilla latte.. then charsiew ordered the dunno wat long island wat wat de.. drank 1 mouth.. not nice 1 =<.. then sheena was the bartender for the day.. in the end she mix alot of xtra de.. so become i drink.. lol.. starting is strawberry smoothie.. then pina colada.. awww!!!! pina colada is so niceeee like pandan de taste siaaaaa sweet sweet de.. i like~ XD

charsiew ordered bloody mary D: the taste is DISGUSTING! yucks! no wonder charsiew can tahan the taste.. abnormal boy. got xtra strawberry magarita.. not nice de D: lol~ those stronger de alcohol all is charsiew drink 1.. =x billed 20+ in the end.. charsiew pay.. haha!!!!!

went hm afterwards.. nthing much to do.. slps.

Mon
boring day started again.. kinda forgot wat happen on mon.. onli rmb i feel like killing tt cb in my class everytime i see her. YAWNZ!

chiong my resume draft till 2.30 like tt.. then bth go slp..

today
woke up n found out im 1 hr late. cos needa chiong finish the resume + other stuffs but onli left half an hour.. anyhow do then go sch continue wif the rest.. was late for class but lucky teacher haven take attendance yet.. lol~ tot i was the latest.. then i realise tt cb came later than mi.. somemore is shake into the classroom sia.. bth.. i tot SG had an earthquake for a moment.

sch = bored. haiz.. wonder when dear gonna call mi.. wonder how he's doing over there now.. so sad sia.. T_T still so long then he'll be back... haizzzzzzzzz

*pray dear dear's doing fine n everything goes well for him~*

2007-10-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

zzzzz another day past.. so happy today dear dear call mi~~ missed his voice so much.. T_T but at least got to hear today.. =D

bro sent mi to work cos he needa go bugis.. took mrt cos dun wan walk under the sun.. lol..

reach cafe ard 2.30.. started work at 2.57pm.. alot of suddenly alot of customers at 5pm.. yawnz.. almsot cannot cope alone.. zzz

rayblade came to cafe to pass mi the AIR costume while i gave him back other costumes. tried earlier on.

disappointment.

sianz.. kinda farked up today.. angry. wanted to stay till 11pm to earn extra cash. they chase mi home. yawnz. sadded. cafe's getting more n more no life.. chging job soon i guess.. some got new costume while im still wearing the old 1.. zzzzzz

farked up.

wish days can pass faster so can see dear dear earlier~

2007-10-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

kinda boliao yet pissed now.. so this post is dedicated to a bitch i noe. so even if she see n hates mi, so be it. n even after u see n yet unwilling to chg for better, theres nthing we can do. i hope ppl hu's reading this noes who im pinpointing to.

i cant believe some ppl can be as cb as her. if theres a world cb champion, i think its her.

it all begans in year 1. Since year 1, she's already been behaving like this. the rest of the grp cant be bothered becos we think that we shld give u a chance to chg for better. yet, nthing has been done. rather, its getting worst n worst each day wif her irritating self n her dumb topics.

put urself in our shoe man. hu the fark would ever wan ppl to break the original topic in the whole gang of ppl n chg to something TOTALLY unrelated?

eg. the topic's on bf n stuffs. bitch: "tt time i go ice skating rite.. blah blah blah" repeating the same line over n over again for at least 5 lines becos the whole grp was on the ORIGINAL topic thus ignoring her dumb topics n irritating moves to get ppl attention.

since she's so HEAVILY ignored by the whole gang, y is she still farking continue doing like this? this is not the onli incident that happen between her n the gang. if i were to type out wat she has done, i think it'll take a month or more becos new things happen each day to prove her stupidity.

another most "memorable" incident happened was when mi, chun hui, hoyeh was going for lunch break n we're totally famished due to project submission if im not wrong. the 3 of us was the 1st to reach oppo's kopitiam becos we're dying of hunger while the rest were swaying behind, slower than a snail. called to rush them while they're still on the same speed cos of tt bitch. more than 5 min past when we last saw them. its onli a straight route which took less than 1 min to reach. so where the fark is them?

little miss smart@ss happily walked on her own wif the rest to buy bubble tea w/o informing the 3 poor little hungry souls. waited n waited. farked up. called. "oh.. im buying bubble tea."

is sending an sms/call tt hard when u're not joining us for lunch? FARKING TELL US EARLIER! she even had the cheek to tell us that the bubble tea was nice while blaming us to wait for them. so it became our fault now? wateva. while we're trying to swallow our food down our throat as the time's running out, she happily waved her dumb hand in front of us trying to get our attention while calling us "eh". if im not wrong, she did mention abt y hoyeh's fishball's cut into half.

her: y the fishball cut into half?
hoyeh: how i noe? u go ask the seller lar! (pissed)
her: lol!!! they scare inside got gold ah?
-ignored her by whole gang-

WTF IS TT CONVO? GOLD IN A FISHBALL??????????????? WAT A JOKE!!!!!

nobody noes wat she's farking up to. neither none noes whether is she trying to act stupid or she's really a dumb@ss. she once told us that she's not welcomed in her sec sch days. now i realised y. becos normal humans would get it when this kind of stuffs happens n will try to chg themselves so as not to hated by others. whole gang noes wats her personality like. n they're juz pitying her.

as posted in few days ago. her bf's happen to be going for wallaby as dear. while dear's in advance party. meaning go 1 day earlier n return 3 days later. she happily spreading ard the news that her bf's coming back on 22nov while dear's coming back on 25th esp infront of mi. n asking mi dumb qns like "do u miss ur bf?" n so. dumb? very. since u noe ur topic wun be helping the person at all n im not toking anything abt dear infront of them, dun start. it juz make u look how stupid u can be. obviously trying to piss mi off which u dun succeed. cant celeb 2 yrs anniversary together? big fark. mine's 14th mth n MY BDAY. whose bigger? =\ since im not complainting. den cant u juz stfu oso?

selfish, i would say. think abt urself n onli urself. putting other's life in the front line to die so as to protect urself w/o doing anything. exaggerating i noe. its juz that i cant find any other things to compare since its on the same line.

guess i shall stop polluting my blog wif info of her else my blog might go corrupted etc.

ohh, btw, 1 last thing to note. calling urself penguin is juz a disgrace to the whole penguin race. pls think of someTHING else to rename urself example cockroach, rat, flies, etc. =)

2007-10-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

yawnz.... so tired -_- went out the whole day n almost all my energy gone.. omg~~~~

went to sch at 8am.. late for 10min like tt sia.. lucky teacher no scold.. 3 hrs MSYD lab followed by 2hrs EBM lab.. awwwww -died-

during MSYD, was chatting on msn & playing wif the pda while doing the lab work sia... lucky i finish connecting the pda to the comp.. cos teacher was walking n chking on my comp siaaaaa then my msn so big on the monitor =x arbo sure tio scold by him cham cham.

EBM lab was boring.. din listen to the teacher at all.. dunno wat she even toking at all lor.. yawnz!

after lab, celeb ho yeh's bday wif the rest... took alot of crappy pix of them since i was the cameraman today.. haha the cake was quite nice.. black forest.. haha for the 1st time hor.. i cut the cake for others siaaaaa!!!! =x

met belle at 1pm to go shopping at bugis.. then she came late.. waited till 1.30pm for her.. took bus 23 down to bugis n walk ard like mad liao.. 1st stop - bugis street lvl2. walked ard.. haven 5 min belle bought a bag($29) liao. then walk ard again saw a blue cardigan($18).. KIV n walk ard looking for bottom wif her. then b4 leaving tt place she decided to buy.. haha~

guess wat? i saw mizu n zean at bugis today!!!!! toked abit then went off..

walked to This Fashion.. stay there ard 1hr+ lol then bought a black spag top ($15) ~_~ belle keep telling mi to buy.. lol then its abit long sia.. abit like preg clothings haha

then i wan buy bottom de!!!!! so in the end went back bugis street to buy jeans.. n guess wat????? i saw skye n kiellne (i dunno her nick) at bugis oso!!!!!! lol~ wat a coincidence sia..

tried so many.. think n think so long.. finally cfm on 1 ($29).. sad siaaa die die dun wan discount for miiii!!!! onli from $29.90 to $29.. cheapo -.-

went to take mrt to tamp wif belle.. so packed >.< met up wif kok n leo for dinner @ pastamania.. ate creamy chicken in lingine + 22oz coke (ard $8)..

went hm after tt... awwwwwww spend so much.. broke liao broke liao T_T

days really pass damn slow sia.... waiting for dear's fone call everyday... listening to tt bitch toking how she missed her bf n coming back on 22 nov makes mi even more pissed. come back 3 days earlier big fark? means her bf slut / weakling lai de. tts y so early back. yawnzzz pissed =_= as if onli she will miss her bf sia.. pui. bitch. if im a guy, even if u give mi 1 million to rape her i oso dun wan. later my dick will shrink sia. i rather chop off my dick if i were to rape her. PUI!

miss dear superrrrrrrrrrrrrr lots... pray dear's doing find in aust.. hope he can kope wif all the training n stuffs... love dear lots lots~

2007-10-23T19:31:00.000+08:00

yawnz.. 7.30pm.. another boring day's gonna pass soon.. BORING AHHHHHHH morning woke up.. almost late.. in the end the teacher oso start late.. yawnz.. so slpy whole day..

collected my anti odex tshirt during lunch break from isaiah.. tried on it.. awwww SO BIG!!!!!!!! i think dear oso can wear siaaaaa!! shall give him the other 1 when he returns.. lol =x

something to share.. The Couple Tee!!!! the shirts r super cute ah!! buying a set for me n dear~ n he complained that i din buy anything for his bday =< anyway.. the tshirts' selling at $39.90/set! if wanna buy tell mi!! dunno can get cheaper from the seller mah.. heard he's opening a pushcart to sell them.. wish him all the best! too bad i cant wear guy's shirt.. arbo i buy 1 set wear see any gal wan wear together mah =x then go out be les XD

2007-10-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

Monday. Another boring day.

1st day of sch.. alot of things very messy esp the timetable of those hu failed their last sem's module. its a gd thing tt im always very tyco in exams. haha~

so bored w/o dear ard.. haiz.. found out that tt charbor's bf went to aust as dear dear.. but is today's grp.. sianz. then she told another gal in our class. felt so insulted esp when she was luffing n saying her bf's going 1 day later n return 3 days earlier than dear.. pissed. =.=

ate carbonara for lunch. we were siting at a table for 4 while we have 6 ppl in the grp. tt charbor again. seeing that mi n hoyeh juz bought food back n not eating hor.. wun siam 1.. die die stick to the chair.. zzz

after lunch, 1 hr lect, 1 hr tut. almost slpt during the tut -.-; super boring sia!!!

finally class ended. went wif frens cos they wan to add/drop their subs. waited ard 1+hrs.. zzz then i found out hoyeh n tt charbor wanted to chg to networking. when i wanted networking, they took programming. now tt things have finalised, they wanted networking. zzzzzz sianz.. dunno wat to say..

missing dear so much.. still got so long to 25 nov.. haiz..... -_______________- *rots* wish the days can pass faster..

YOOOOO IM BACK!!!

2007-10-21T16:57:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!!!!!! *kiss kiss her blog* im back for more random postings!!!!! been so long since i came back.. haha too lazy to blog..

gonna type a super long post this time to update on this week's activities

k lar.. actually is cos dear go australia for NS training (Wallaby).. from 21 oct to 25 nov.. 5 wks ah.. so long sia.. T_T wait until the neck longer than turtle liao.. but still, no choice ah.. NVM! 5wks very fast past de!!

few days ago, dear told mi he very relunctant to go wallaby.. he told mi tt he was somehow "forced" to go cos its a last min thingy lai de.. another reason was becos.. my bday falls on the day which he's still in aust.. he wanted to celeb wif mi de.. was so happy when he said tt.. but sadly cant.. >.<

spend his book out period from wed to sun together.. went out almost everyday.. haha~

wed: he booked out at nite.. was having outing wif my sec sch classmates during evening. met up wif belle n the some others in the afternoon b4 the outing 1st.. initial plan: go somewhere sit sit n rot, steamboat for dinner at bugis. in the end, when to starbucks n drank coffee. i bought iced vanilla latte. $5.60 for a small cup D: ex!

walk walk ard n wait for the rest to turn up. a whole class, ended up having 7 ppl attending the outing including mi. all chinese. pathetic. somehow a gd thing ah~ went to eat at Sakae Sushi. ate 6 plates. din have much appettite for tt day cos i ate too much in the morn. paying $14 in the end. $_$

walk walk ard in bugis.. the guys wanted to eat dessert ~_~ ended up in suntec D:! ate at Gelare instead.. shared a large waffle wif vanilla bean ice cream n cookie & cream ice cream.. so nice~~~~~~~~ but so ex T_T $9.20 sia.. lucky share wif belle..

after eating already 9+pm liao.. went wif velda to Build-A-Bear for her bf's bday present.. so sweet~ XD The bears really super cute sia.. *hint hint* =x hm.. after tt.. went walking ard wif belle cos she dun wanna go hm early.. but all shops closing le so sat somewhere in gallery dome. got a nice nice fountain there but can be noisy sometimes =x go there sit longer n u'll noe. toked alot of stuffs wif belle. missed the times when i always tag wif her n joyce during sec sch..

haiz.. spent almost $50 in a day.. wanna cry liao sia.. T_T but overall very fun lar.. nan de got such a chance tt we go out together.. wish could have more outings like this in future! -end of wed-

thurs: promised to go dear's hse. then i drag n drag till a 2+ then left hse.. bluffed dear tt my router spoilt, cannot connect to internet. but actual fact is i shutdown my laptop n went out liao. haha~ while taking 901 from woodlands to his hse, guess hu i saw? his parents!!! lol~ save my trouble to bluff him =x

his parents opened the door then he shocked to see mi. haha XD then rot abit at his hse, ate dinner wif his parents then went to CWP to watch Resident Evil: Extinction at 7.30pm.

overall of show is ok ah.. not bad.. kinda stpid for the ending.. got scare at quite a few of the parts where the zombie jump out n the sound effect is scary ah!! gH3y.

went hm after movie.. nthing much for tt day.. haha~ -end of thurs-

fri: lifeless day. enjoyable nite. XD

woke up. wash up. switched on laptop n stone infront of lappy. eat breakfast. prepare to chg n put make up. chiong out at 2pm to go work. start work at 3 n ends at 8pm. dear came ard 6.30pm to eat at the cafe.. dear ate fish & chips + Rootbeer Float. then he added a chocolate truffle cake for dessert. total spent: $25+

went out after work wif him. bought a new couple ring to replaced the old 1 he lost T_T but i love the design~ cos i choose de XD had engravings on it.. so nice *_* added $10 to have anniversary craved in the inner. total: $88.. ex but worth it XD (anyway not i pay =x)

walk ard while waiting for the engravings to be done. saw my favourite gam baby plusie!!! so cute~ bought the small small 1.. XD shall post pix when i have the time ba =x then can see the mother gam baby n baby gam baby XD~ super cute k?!?!?!?!

collected the ring ard 9.45pm.. dear sent mi hm then he took bus back.. missed dear so much.. T_T -end of fri-

Sat: had an outing at 1.30pm bishan.. measurement thingy for my eoy team. was late for 1 hr cos counted wrong time. pissed by some1.. shall not say. pm mi if u wanna noe. measured. saw my wig for Makie.. pissed further. dragged till 3+. i left early cos my face super black liao. super pissed. went AMK afterwards to choose bday present for yukino~ ate some sushi b4 going bbq. met her wif some others at 6pm yew tee.. surprisingly i saw raina.. haha

nthing much to do at the bbq.. played wif dogs. drank some alcohol. whiskey + green tea. forbidden to drink cos dear was ard.. charsiew put alittle bit of whiskey n the rest green tea.. so mild tt i dun taste anything other than the yucky green tea.. yUckX!

kinda lazy to go hm afterwards.. went to stay over at dear's hse.. -end of sat-

Sun: today.. T_T ate breakfast at dear's hse.. chged n his uncle drove us to changi airport terminal 2.. waited wif dear.. saw his platoon mates.. then things cock up.. they left out dear's boarding pass. so had to wait while they make for dear.. 2pm like tt.. dear went in the gate.. waited till he left then i took mrt hm.. haiz.. life w/o dear's bored........... sianz..

suppose to met rayblade earlier on to pass him some farked up things.. then too lazy n tired to go out so chged wif him.. zzz haiz.. -end of sun...-

im so bo liao!!

2007-08-12T04:47:00.000+08:00

hahaha!! been such a long time since i last posted.. mosses r growing everywhere liao... time flies n my memories r falling.. life haven been the way i wanted to.. but.. ah~ heck..

Coscon ==> went there w/o cosplaying.. so bored.. but met up wif quite a lot of frens.. saw 2 bitch.. they will bitch as usual thou 1 of them is not tt much liao.. but still disgust mi when i look at them..

yukata ==> spend over 90+ on yukata.. where $60 is dear's $$ =x but the yukata really very nice!!!!!! >.< then blardy hell.. tt seller cfmed my orders n i've paid FULL SUM. next day she tell mi whether i can chg my order juz becos another gal wans it. so rubbish lor.. i paid means im the boss. the other gal is onli ASKING for the PAID yukata.. too bad for her =\ had saved the chat log wif tons of useless chat inside.. request if wanna see..

kelly ==> got so pissed wif her =\ she's still owing mi my $60 even thou i told her to return n she agreed to return $30 cos her pay recently came in. so where's the $$ still? damn farked up.. saw her at various events yet take no initiatives to approach mi.. O$P$ deh..... pui! i despised such person. they rank the lowest among all living beings

hmwk ==> finally quite done wif all the project n stuffs.. waiting for main sem exam now sia.. still got 1 proj left thou.. design brochure.. zz i sux in art.. needa go out in the afternoon to buy those brochure de paper oso.. haiz.. waste $$.. T_T

work ==> im still thinking whether i shld go back work mah.. they esp luel n floyd keep asking mi back.. actually thinking of going back oso leh.. cos recently lack of $$.. esp when dear's in army.. have to spend my own $$ like damn heart pain sia.. =x they asked mi go back work on 18 aug from 9am to 1pm.. gonna go there see how later ba..

my dearest dear dear ==> away for field camp till thurs since sat morn.. meaning this whole wk cannot contact him.. T__T dear called mi at 6.15am.. somehow i juz woke up n picked up the fone which i normally wun.. haha.. but T___________T now muz wait for him finish field camp.. feel so empty w/o his presence ard sia... haiz.. i muz jia you wif him n wait till he come back!!!!!

did alot of bo liao stuffs drawing.. alot of my "nite of random drawings" in my papa's pm to disturb him while he study.. hahahahahaha freaking cute sia.. huever wanna see can pm mi.. n papa's making the "teh ruby's way" again.. 12th rule liao sia..

anyway.. gonna slp liao.. bb~

zzz

2007-08-01T23:52:00.001+08:00

tired wif everything..

coughing whole nite..

sorethroat whole day..

yet no 1 bothers..

everything's my fault..

wateva..

so be it..

cant be bothered anymore..

fark it n fark off..

today is 1st yr!!!

2007-07-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

went out wif dear today to celeb.. he book out at 12pm so like wat i've calculated.. i went out at 4pm to meet him.. yawnz..

no mood to go out today for dunno wat reason.. made dear sad again.. haiz.. im a failure sia.. always make dear sad nia.. T_T dunno wat got into mi.. but juz no mood the whole morning.. yawnz!

dun feel like going out but still when out in the end.. spent almost $70 of dear's $$ today.. lol ^^;; went to walk walk b4 going to eat at sakae... spend ard 36+.. then i ate 8 plates myself.. haha.. got some is share wif dear de lar.. he ownself eat 7 plates.. haha~

after tt went to cosafe n see see look look + eat cake n tok cok.. been such a long time since i last went.. lol.. the last time i went there was to return my costume back to them.. lol! saw the chefs.. watching soccer sia.. so free.. tsk tsk tsk.. anyway not much biz leh.. got 1 grp is celebrating bday de.. so happy can kope abit cheesecake n eat XD too bad dear cant eat.. its OMFG NICE!

went hm after tt.. waited for bus wif dear cos he tired tired liao..

time flies sia.. like tt jiu already 1 yr le.. super fast... it seems like we juz steaded etc.. haha

thinking back how he wooed mi 1 yr ago always make mi luff sia.. sweet yet stupid =x aww.. memories.. wondered y im so obsessed abt him.. haha unexplainable feeling.. ~<3 anyway..

Happy 1st Year Anniversary Dear!!!!!! love u foreva n ever.. muackx!

ahhhhh bored

2007-07-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

wah wah.. sianz =.= neck still pain.. at least i can turn ard..

celebrating 1 yr tml cos sun maybe dun have time.. doubt tml will have time oso.. by the time he can go out = 4+ wif my calculations.. yawnz..

wah wah.. "Teh Ruby's Way" already got 10 rules liao.. -.- my papa really damn bo liao siaaaaa n he is so enthu abt it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:

new updates:

short post today.. cos dunno wat to type liao.. lol

itaiiiiii~~~~ T_T

2007-07-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

sprain my neck while slping last nite..... so pain T____T

tilted my head for the whole day.. so my vision the whole day is tilted oso.. -.-; move oso pain.. sianz...

had lab test today.. most prob is fail liao D: 3 qns.. onli 1st 1 can work.. but not correct oso.. haiz~ the stupid teacher keep standing behind mi n stare here n there.. pui! YAR!! I DUNNO HOW TO DO!!!! *kik the teacher off* so irritating sia =.=

class end at 6 today.. reach hm 7+.. kinda tired so went to slp n woke up at 8+.. had a early dinner tonite.. lol

waited for dear whole day to sms.. my hp is exceptionally quiet today sia.. ~_~ haiz~

had a terrigible fright yest.. a guy added mi in msn!!!!!!! ok.. i noe tt sound very normal.. but its not normal D: cos tt guy is famous for crossdressing n is.......... *vomits* ok lar not tt bad.. i admire his courage.. but..... D: at least he is better compared to another well known crossdresser.. shall not reveal names here.. note: im not against crossdresser.. but im SERIOUSLY against BAD crossplay which ruins my appetitte =\

adding is quite normal.. but he told mi he love my haruhi cosplay.. now tts scary.... omg T_T stalker? or? *shall not think too much to scare herself further D:*

today's stuffs..

2007-07-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

sianz.. early in the morn mood spoilt.. i cant believe my fren scold mi juz becos i told him a spoiler of harry potter.. wtf sia.. 2 yrs fren juz becos of harry potter n scold mi for nthing? damn farked up sia..

went hm after wwnk tut end.. almost slpt in class again.. zz went hm wanna slp de.. then jean jie called mi say she 3pm class end.. sianz.. but need another person to buy n pass her the zip b4 can do anything so postponed to wed.. cant get to slp afterwards.. even thou im freaking tired now..

whole day feeling feverish.. probably is the weather ba.. freaking cold.. zzz then body hot hot 1.. wanna die like tt liao sia..

since yest papa they all haven been going.. The Ruby's Way.. yawnz.. it all started wif papa going out wif his fren till his see this book call "The Ruby's Way" n thus resulting in the following pix.. =.=;; (click on link to enlarge)

got a lab test tml.. haven study.... sianz.. thou its onli 4 practicals to learn.. so sianz ah!!!! exam time table oso out liao..

Data Structures and Algorithms - 24 Aug 07 (Fri) 19:00 ~ 21:00 Sports Hall
Server Side Software Development - 27 Aug 07 (Mon) 14:30 ~ 16:30 IT04-04-66
Wired and Wireless Networking - 30 Aug 07 (Thu) 14:30 ~ 16:30 IT01-05-63/64

Operating Systems - 31 Aug 07 (Fri) 14:30 ~ 16:30 Sports Hall

wahhhhh WTF????????? 7pm to 9PM!?!??! FARK THE SCH SIAAAAA SIMI LOUSY TIMING? omg.... hu the fark wanna go back sch n stay till so late JUZ FOR 1 FREAKING PAPER?!?!? zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz the sch sux.. pui

wow wow!

2007-07-23T11:37:00.000+08:00

wow wow!! been such a long time since i blogged.. guess im kinda sian of this le ba =.=;; yawnz! anyway..

Cosfest Day 2

shall not speak further.. see pix urself ba..

Credits to imacow

Credits to Ayumisc

Credits to Daisuke

my favourite of the day~~ XD

aww.. aint he cute? (ok.. juz the costume) but.. awwww he's still so adorable.. XD ok.. i noe my wig looks weird.. yawnz! was cosplaying as Hino Kahoko from La Corda D'oro.. its a very nice anime so u shld watch.. its abt classical music n love love relationship~~ awwww *_* those 3 r the nicer photo i've seen.. thks to those photographers...

been such a long time since i cosplayed for major event.. kinda cocked up for most of the major events... yawnz.. n now i finally got a chance to go for it.. cosplaying =D so happy.. thks to leo for lending mi his violin.. its still at my hm safe n sound..

Cosfest Day 3
As usual... costume cannot complete in time.. had to postpone to coscon for my eureka.. hope can do a gd job.. =D wasnt happy for the whole day.. n was very moody till i affected my bf.. dear cant do anything cos he wearing army uniform.. got rules de.. whole day nv tok to any1 till i see other cosplayers.. had to put on a fake smile n say hi to them regardless how unhappy i was..

finally when it;s ok.. went to cheers to bought drinks.. then i ask charsiew buy alcohol drink gimme which dear found out in the end.. got scolded by him b4 he gather n fall in..

drank half a bottle for the day n got drunk =.=; n its onli 4%!?!?! omg.. im weak -.-;; haiz..

Class BBQ
went out wif jean jie to get her stuffs for her anemone so tt she can join mi on coscon oso.. had to chiong to meet her after her class.. then went bugis buy cloth.. then go bras brasah buy paint n stuffs.. then left ard 5 to meet my classmates to go for a bbq organised by the other grp.. generally food was fine.. edible.. i like the satay thou.. nice nice.. sweet sweet 1 XD.. but was bored ah.. nthing to do.. left the place ard 9 to go hm..

Jean's hse
went her hse on sat to help her wif her costume.. quarrel wif mother cos i nv say where im going.. wtf lor.. i going 18 liao still bo freedom.. SIANZ! helped her till 10.30+ then went hm.. dear fall aslp b4 he sms mi sia.. T_T

Sunday
supposely theres a khk outing at Diamond Dust orchard.. but dun feel like going cos dear dun wan go out.. so went his hse pei him instead.. nthing much to do there except for slp n slp till dinner.. lol

went for dinner wif his father n mother >.< so paiseh sia.. ate zhi char.. food.. ok lar... the thai chicken is nice.. i like the sauce.. but the tie ban dou fu tasteless.. + the heat on the plate not evenly spread.. haiz~

ah pa told mi he saw a book call The Ruby's Way while he is out wif fren.. haha.. still post more when i get hm.. dun have the chat log now to copy n paste..

the end ba.. long post of summarize for this wk.. better than dear sia.. his blog is dead!! DEADDDDDDD!! tsk tsk tsk

x.x

2007-07-15T22:02:00.001+08:00

im dying soon... farking tired... haven been posting for the past few days.. shall update tml when got time.. x.x

poor little mi T_T

2007-07-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

poor little is hm at 10.30 like tt.. T_T finally.. damn tired sia..

went out in the morn after ponning my lects to get my eureka stuffs again.. hunting for stuffs that i can use for my neck tt 1.. haiz.. no hope again.. wonder wat i can use sia.. time left so little.. T_T

met rina at 3+.. got my eureka wig.. colour is nice.. but like damn bright like tt o.o ~_~;;

went to fren's hse ard 4+.. rest at his hse till 5.40+ b4 going to 200+ to get my zip n stuffs.. yawnz.. feeling restless the whole day cos din have enuff slp.. zz so tired.... YAWNZ!!

for the whole nite, im known as the.... "ke lian de xiao nuu hai" while my fren is known as the "chao ji bian tai da kor kor" LOL!! then ke lian de wo is trapped in bian tai da kor kor's hse to do free labor T_T (actually is do his costume stuffs lar.. dun think much sia..)

draw n draw the same pattern for 4 to 5 times then finally succeed.. haiz.. so jia lat sia T_T then.. his mother saw n came to help lol.. then for the whole day nv eat.. then his mother say y nv gimme eat anything lol.. damn paiseh sia ~_~ so damn paiseh.. zzzz then in the end too late go hm cannot tok on fone wif dear T_T stupid bian tai da kor kor.. *cries*

then..... nthing much le ba.. so sianz.. yawnz.... cant think much now oso.. zzz

=.=

2007-07-11T01:53:00.000+08:00

2am in the morn.. im still quite awake.. lol.. slpt thru almost all my lessons from 12pm onwards.. today's lesson end at 6.. attend lect at 12.. tok thru out wif classmate.. they din have the mood for lessons as well.. lol all is feeling slpy sia.. we hate tues

end of lect.. decided not to go for the next 1 cos abit no use oso.. sit in there oso no mood listen to lecturer tok.. lol went to the next class n stone outside n tok tok tok.. was backstabbing some1 we dun like in the grp.. haha

2pm le... CMSK4.. sianz.. no 1 likes to attend this lesson sia.. so stupid.. then so boring oso.. slpt thruout oso.. then the stupid teacher picked on mi.. argh.. others oso slping lor y onli i kena.. damn #$#@#&#@ sia yawnz.. see vid.. listen to her boring toks.. haiz.. life's a torture in her class =.=

finally the last 2 period of the day.. DSAG.. programming.. went to class.. no mood either.. teacher teaching.. 1 ear in 1 ear out.. LOL.. then asked fren to transfer the lab stuffs at the end of the day.. then the file keep saying corrupted sia.. damn sianz.. wonder wats wrong wif my thumbdrive.. tried on other comps oso the same.. gave up.. went hm..

rotted at hm till 7+.. lie on bed.. thinking rest 5 min jiu get up chiong costume.. then fall aslp -.-; the next moment i woke up is 10+ le.. lol is dear woke mi up de.. else i think im still slping now sia =.=; toked on fone wif dear till he go slp.. then i woke up to bug mother on my sleeves for the costume.. then juz completed sewing the sides of almost all the parts ba.. tml if got time then patch when i return hm..

meeting fren tml to help wif my props n stuffs.. in return i need help him wif his character's tie n the pattern on the sleeves.. -.-;; haiz~ meeting rina to get my wig oso.. pray the colour n stuffs nthing wrong.. >.< yawnz.. guess im slping late tml n be zombie tml liao.. life's the same everyday.. damn bored!!!

new stuffs for mi!!!!

2007-07-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

went out yest to meet charsiew at TM to get my scissors which i asked him to help mi smuggle on cosfest tt day.. lol.. no 1 rmbs abt it sia.... its onli when charsiew went back then dear think of it.. haiz~ too late dah!!

took the scissors from charsiew n intend to go hm.. received a deadly call from hm.. "ting ah!! u dun come hm 1st! we meet u at interchg for lunch n go shopping" zzzz

waited n waited.. wave bb to charsiew n met wif my mother n sis.. bought my 8th comb.. lol yea i lost my comb damn frequent.. ate lunch.. went to baleno see see look look n bought a pair of jeans! then went over to This Fashion.. bought a new jacket too~~

went to metro.. mother wan buy new bedsheet.. stood there waiting for so long.. yawnz! then bought a new water bottle, a hugging pillow (actually i intend to use the polyester fibre inside de.. haha anyway $5 nia) n a lighter concealer at metro.. muahahaha..

walked over to isetan n got a new wallet!! today is my happy day sia.. XD waiting to get a new wallet for a very long time.. but very stupid thing is.. cos tt 1 is for display de.. then i onli take new stuffs (yes.. i QC alot.. anyway i paid for it!! so i shld!!! n its my stuff!!!) so i have to dig the stocks myself n yet no 1 came to tend to my needs.. damn blardy hell sia.. so bad service.. i had to dig n dig n dig in the pile of wrapped up wallets.. din even noe which 1.. after a.. quite long period of time.. finally a promoter walk over n ask if can help.. wth? now then come? if onli i can bury them wif the wallets =.= haiz~ nvm.. finally got my wallet so dun blame them.. =D cant be bothered anyway..

last stop of the day.. ntuc.. bought my japanese curry again.. haha XD.. n alot of other stuffs but not mine thou.. ._.

met up wif bro for dinner.. he driving.. went to 201 there for fish head steamboat.. lol.. then after tt bro decided to buy durian.... so now i got durian to eat~~~~~~ XD

dear din sms mi much today.. wonder he doing fine mah.. hope he can keep up wif his army stuffs.. xin ku dear le.. *muackx~*

tired~ x.x

2007-07-09T02:02:00.000+08:00

wah.. damn tired.. shall post later ba.. lol! too tired to post today's stuffs.. bought a lot of stuffs.. >=D so happy~~ nitez ppl~ rest early ah!!!!

-slps-

cosfest day1 was today!!!

2007-07-08T00:17:00.000+08:00

juz update yest stuffs wif today's stuffs cos yest too tired to blog =x reach hm onli bath n slp liao..

yest..

went to my bf's hse.. cooked japanese curry over the nite n brought to his hse next morn to heat up.. lol asked charsiew along if he wanna eat.. then waited for him till 3am b4 he reach my bf's hse.. zzzzz i haven had my breakfast tt time.. so hungry seh.. then.. need to cook rice oso..... my bf dunno how to cook -.-; in the end i agar agar wif the water =x the rice.. in the end.. abit hard ah.. but still edible =xxxx then after tt nthing much ah.. eat finish le play abit stupid game at my bf's hse then went to slp le.. then 9+ went hm.. lol

Cosfest o7.o7.o7

cosfest was today.... but i dun haf the "WOW!!! today is cosfest!!!!!!" feeling =.= woke up wif a very very very sian feeling.. then suddenly deciding whether i shld cosplay today mah.. lol in the end.. still decided to cosplay.. its haruhi again.. omg sia~ -.-;

met up wif dear ard 4pm.. then he nv eat nv tell mi.... zzzz he hor.. always nv take care of himself.. let ppl worry nia.. anyway......

today's event is juz damn stupid.. got the security chk thingy.. zzzz n i brought sissors today.. damn.. but manage to smuggle in somehow =x details shall not be said =xxxxx

anyway.. met up wif khk ppl..

then.. met up wif papa they all.. then.. i was "forced" to eat coronet wif konata's style..n for the whole day i was posing like this.. (i almost died-ed)
like this... (my eyes almost poped out!!!!!)

n like this.. (haiz.. easiest pose.. lol)

then got 1 weird pek pek come ask to take pix together...

actually not bad ah.. quite nicely done.. saw other haruhi cosplayers oso.. shall not comment much =x anyway.. if u wan full size de pix can tell mi.. still got other pix ah.. too lazy to post oso le =x

went to kobayashi for dinner afterwards.. then my sissors is wif charsiew!!!!!! ahhhhhhh sianz.. -.-! anyway.. end of today ah.. abit too lazy to blog le.. lol

yawnz!

2007-07-05T20:44:00.001+08:00

juz woke up.. like so tired like tt.. slp n slp so much recently.. -.- nthing much to blog today i guess.. tml dear's booking out~~ yea~~ he asked mi to cook for him.. but i dunno can mah.. still haven think of how to tell my mother.. n the time now is.. 8.45 =.=

so tired...

2007-07-04T23:11:00.000+08:00

yawnz... im so tired.. roll ard on bed since 3.30am but slpt at onli 4 am last nite.. zzz.. woke up at 7.. prepare till 8 like tt.. decided to go later for the 1st lesson cos tt lesson even if nv go oso nvm de.. bro said he can drive mi to sch.. in the end i reach sch at 8.10am..

rotted in class for the whole lesson.. found out from my care person that i failed 1 sub for this term test -- DSAG (programming shits).. haiz.. damn jia lat.. prog or networking?

prog - more of biz e commerce / m commerce.. n biz stuffs..

network - onli networking etc..

grade wise.. networking is gd for mi.. but job wise? haiz.. both have no interest in it after reading the subject synopsis.. =.=; so how? how shld i do sia.... brain in a total mess.. cant be bothered to think =.=;

went out the whole of today wif my fren.. brought ard $57 out today.. 1st went to buona vista to eat pasta =.= i ate bolognese.. eat till wanna vomit in the end throw to my fren to finish.. lucky he has a endless depth LOL.. its not tt the pasta is bad.. i juz cannot take pasta.. they r.. disgusting =.= treated my fren cos i agreed to treat him as a bday meal.. then found out i not enuff cash so the rest he fork out.. lol! spent $10 on this meal..

after tt went to holland village n buy chocolate coronet! walked damn far sia.... but the coronet not bad.. nice nice.. n i really eat till like konata sia.. *bites* *lick lick lick* haha XD n the chocolate will really flow out!!!!!! >.< cost of coronet: $1.30

took a bus to PS.. walk ard spotlight n daiso for ideas on eureka 7 cosplay.. bought 2 small bottle of spray from daiso for the "pouch" on eureka's thigh.. blue n white.. haha.. got my fren to help mi abit wif it oso ^^ each at $2.. cos daiso mah.. lol

took mrt to chinatown to randomly walk ard.. bought 2 metal thingy(40 cent) for eureka's pouch again.. haha.. after tt walked to china square tt area n collected 2 dark saber figurines from some ulu shop.. randomly walk ard till 4.40pm.. then realise arab street gonna close soon!

walk to the mrt n took to bugis... chiong to arab street n buy cloth for my eureka 7.. still think that the cloth colour abit off.. but wanna save cloth so no use use back T_T.. search damn long for the cloth sia.. cannot find ah.. then lucky my eyes r sharp enuff n i spotted the cloth =D the last time i saw it was like dunno how thick? now left onli 2m.. but i onli need 1 m.. tight budget oso.. lol bought 1.5m white oso.. hope its more than enuff.. lol total for both is $15.. damn ex sia ._.

topped up my card.. $10.. omg.. im so poor now T_T.. took mrt back to tamp n eat dinner.. went S11 n eat chicken rice.. been so long nv eat sia..... 1 of the nicest chicken rice stall in tamp lor~~ muz go try!! $3 nia.. then went to my fren's hse n rot awhile.... n i dunno y? lol! intend to walk to blk 201 there to buy buttons n zips for eureka... but 8+ liao n abit tired so i went hm.. another time then ride bike to buy lol!

so now.. im rotting at hm.. lol.. sianz! tml's sch day.. freaking gay sia.... lucky starts at 10am.. N IM SO POOR NOW!!!!!! >____<

thk u speech to some1 special in my heart.. lol

2007-07-04T02:56:00.001+08:00

have juz typed out a long long long thk u speech to the khk ppl.. din noe wat much to type.. haha im always loss at words T_T but i m really glad that im part of the khk family.. lol i nv fails to cry for reading the emails they sent sia.. cos its really very sad by juz thinking that everything has ended.. missed the days training wif those ppl.. so fun even thou waking up early in the morning is a nuisance.. probably this is juz the beginning of the chapter ba ^^

but the person i really wanna thk is my dear..

dear gave mi a lot of courage through out the whole of khk n also alot of other stuffs.. even thou i always quarrel wif him over small little things.. hurting his feelings etc.. but i dun really mean it de.. im bad controling my temper so in the end.. the 1 always get hurt is always him..

khk's rehearsal's on every sat n sun 11am to 6pm.. dear also try his best to accompany mi to rehearsal whenever possible.. i noe dear's bored at every rehearsal becos he has nthing to do except for playing wif his laptop / ds / listening to my bad singing / shooting sk.. but he still accompanies mi every time.. whenever i sing wrong key or done badly for my solo.. he will get "punished" by omi by doing push ups.. felt so bad abit it but dear juz continue to go on wif it..

im wilful at times.. n stubborn.. n forces dear to do things he dun like.. but i think dear's the onli 1 that can bear wif my dumb, idiotic attitude ba.. thou he thinks that he always do the wrong things but i think its actually mi ba.. dear did his best in everything juz to please mi but im so... not ez to be pleased lol..

dear also tries very hard to be there for mi always when i needed him.. but he's currently in tekong now.. n onli be able to book out on weekends.. so.. got to ren until he booked out.. he's kinda cute w/o hair oso =p wish he's doing fine in ns ^^

speaking of which.. this coming july 29 would be our 1st yr aniversary liao.. time flies.. it seems like i juz noe him yest or wat.. haha.. everytime i think of how he woo-ed mi wanna make mi luff sia.... but i juz love him so much.. unexplainable by words.. the feeling is so strong for him, the onli guy tt i loved so much..

thks dear.. i'll love u always n be there for u if possible too.. even thou we can onli meet on weekends, but my heart will always be wif u de.. i'll cherish every moment that im wif u de..

OMGGGGGGGGG this is so mushy!!!!!! but i really mean it de!!!!! *blushes n runs off*

Are u a Uke or a Seme?

2007-07-04T00:21:00.001+08:00

did a personality test given by my khk frens..

Are u a Uke or a Seme? er hmph.. think the other...... u noe u noe =x

uke - at the bottom
seme - atk from the top

Badass Uke
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You are the highest level uke. Other uke admire you, some seme fear you. At times, you can even fool other people into thinking you are seme with your mischievous, manipulative attitude, but when push comes to shove, your true submissive nature emerges - all you really want is the punishment. It takes a seme with just enough sadistic tendencies to dish out the punishment you really want, but enough patience not to outright kill you, so you are best paired with the "Don't Fuck With Me" Seme. Now you can get pins of your result here.

yest n today..

2007-07-02T11:30:00.000+08:00

a very long long post.. lol

KHK 2007

started preparing for khk since morning 7.30 am... damn tired sia.. then suppose to meet up wif christine n wendy at 11am to rehearse abit on the hare hare yukai dance but i was late =.= as usual.. manage to reach onli at 12pm.. haiz.. dear was late too.. he was bz typing his army "hmwk" so i left for grassroot club w/o him.. dear onli reach when its going to be 1? or earlier..

prepared the whole day.. chg here n there.. make ups.. thks omi for helping mi wif the makeup for hare hare yukai.. then wendy forgot to bring her kan kan.. so she chiong taxi home wif christine to get it.. luckily she came back in time.. phew~

3pm.. last touch up on the warm up.. n practice abit of hare hare yukai b4 the event starts officially..

3.30 pm.. prepare at the back stage n freeze to death!!!! lol! its damn freaking cold ahhhhh bth.. then 4 pm finally comes..... OMG MY HEART IS DYING SOON!! the onli word i can think of at tt moment i think is "die" lol..

mi n christine already position nice nice waiting for the mic nia.. after the emcees tok cok finish.. they came in.... curtain opened.... WITHOUT A MIC!!!!!! omg siaaaa.... then natsu suddenly jump out wif the mic n pass to mi.. lol.. after tt was christine w/o mic.. then wendy sang the 2nd verse to save christine.. but after tt i totally blur.. onli when it finish the 1st part then got better.. so screwed.. >.< neo told us not to worry b4 event starts n will pass the mics to us b4 curtain open.. then... D: well.. shit happens... embarrassing but no choice.. juz sing over wif it lor.. wat else to do? did alot of wrong stuffs oso.. haruhi fans.. pls dun kill mi T_T anyway its still ok lar.. lol i think.. the last pose was.... blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh the curtain close so slow!!!!!!!!!! i stand so long!!!!!! zzzzzzzzzzzz

din manage to see much of the event.. cos bz preparing other stuffs while the audience was enjoying (or so i think) the event.. onli started watching from jean jie's brand new breeze till mizu's truth.. MIZU'S GREAT!!!!! I LOVE HER VOICE!! SO NICE!!!!!!

then after mizu.. i chiong to chg.. n went back to the dance studio.. then kaika helped mi wif the make up oso.. thks kaika!!!!!! the makeup effect for seperation was great.. but i think the worst thing is my hair.. haiz.. then randomly walk outside the dance studio to wait for my turn.. then zean saw mi n say jia you to mi.. haha.. thks zean.. think i shall start on the thk u speech soon liao.. so many ppl need to thks.. lol

finally its my turn... stand on the stage.. juz sing wateva i can rmb out.. think i got sing out of tune sia.. ~_~ then 1 of my long long instrumental part... dear ran up the stage n gave mi a bouquet of flower..... the flowers so lovely.. really love it alot alot.. but so shocked sia.. lol..

end of day.. saw alot of ppl.. kenvil.. hong.. nooch.. thou i dunno hu is hu.. lol kinda blurred after the event liao.. thks for coming btw..
-end-

today's event

had a bad day since morning.. cried suddenly w/o noeing y.. think im abit down wif fever noe oso.. skipping the tut lesson.. juz dun haf the mood to do anything.. jean jie cancel the outing.. now have to trouble ppl to help mi collect stuffs from rina at woodlands area.. zzz n yet none wans to help.. had a proj to chiong for tml.. life's getting worse n worst esp w/o cody.. zz

then breaktime.. some idiot broke my slipper.. had to went hm to chg.. called mother to bring a new pair for mi.... i tell her go in the end cos she doesnt wanna help.. dragged all the way hm w/o saying a bye to my classmates.. seriously wondering i still have frens mah.. none even ask mi ok mah.. onli.. from 10+ till 1pm.. none sms asking whether im ok or not.. forget it.. got 1 sms finally.. read carefully.. "u oki ma? remeber 2 pass us ur opsy project portion by tonite.. send 2 hoyeh hotmail oki? (",)" proj proj proj..... 3 words out of a full sms.. zzz.. forget it

juz realised somethings.. having so many frens r useless.. none will help u when u're in trouble but will onli find u when THEY themselves r in trouble.. fark it.. had enuff.. i'll nv ever help ppl hu nv help mi.. even thou i noe helping others shldnt ask for a return.. but when it get worse.. u'll noe wat i means.. zzz

2nd post

2007-06-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

2nd post of the day.. dunno whether its mi or wat.... m i juz trying to be selfish or....? i dunno..... have been wondering since earlier on.. wat is frens for?

whenever my "frens" asked mi for help.. i'll help whenever i can.. but when i asked them... im being ignored... my voice was nv heard at all.... y..? m i tt "small" that no 1 took notice of mi? or m i the xtra 1 from the start? ask the so call "frens" to come support mi n my other frens in khk tml.. excuses were given... nvm ba... since im not impt in the 1st place oso.. forget it ba..

is it juz so difficult to spend a little time to come watch a performance? its onli once per yr.. izzit tt hard? tix is $6.50.. not like asking u to pay $65.. izzit impossible to even fork out $6.50? i dun think so.. if u can spend $9.50 on movies during wkdays.. y not a $6.50? unless i noe got other stuffs to attend n cannot siam de jiu nvm... ppl hu spend $$ like water tell mi $6.50 very ex.. or is damn free everyday de say cannot come.. excuses excuses n more excuses.... worst excuse --> projs

anticipated so much towards the event.. yet no 1 does.. the world's chging.. or m i the onli 1 tts still standing on the same spot?

forget it.. mian qiang no happiness de.. den all dun come ba.. from today on i shall depend on myself le.. since no ppl oso care abt mi.. then abit no point.. do so many things onli let ppl say im a attention seeker.. wat for.. no point.. come to think of it.. no ppl really understands mi oso.. haha.. if tt's so.. then frens r juz entertainers when bored.. while classmates r juz solely for class works.... then cody? i dunno... seems like its getting lesser n lesser topic between mi n him.. seems to be caring for mi.. yet i felt nthing.. as thou everything died.. everything's.. so not like b4... zzz forget it..

probably i shld be dead long ago.. life's kinda getting meaningless recently.. probably doesnt even have a meaning in the 1st place.. its as thou im not existed haha... so.. y m i still alive? so ironic..

khk is tml!! is tml!!!!

2007-06-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

its tml!! its tml!!!!!!! khk is tml!!!!!!!! rmb to come support us @ grassroot club!!!!! 5 min walk from yio chu kang mrt nia!!!! rmb!!!!!!!!! tix sales from 3pm!! event starts at 4 pm n ends at 6.30 pm!!!!!! muz come muz come!!!!!

btw.. new poster up!!

glamorous!!!

so happy yet so nervous sia.. its tml le.... finally the day has come.. haha.. muz rmb to come k ppl? thou i noe theres no ppl looking at my blog.. haha

going out on mon wif jean jie to town area get eureka 7 stuffs.. ^^ after tt get la corda d'oro's costume from rina~~ yea~~ so happy.. ^^ =D finally most of the stuffs is done le... haha.. ^^

dear dear finally booked out!

2007-06-30T02:18:00.000+08:00

today consider a happy day ba..

but hor.. oso got some suay things =.= this morn woke up at 8+.. went sch at 9.. then.. i went to the toilet at 1st floor.. cos today is CDS day for mi.. so i onli bring my art stuffs along.. which is a drawing block inside wif ALOT of things.. then i entered the cubicle... put my drawing block on top of the thing tt puts the toilet paper tt 1.... tt thing opened n my drawing block dropped on floor =.= then i picked it up.. my papers inside flew to another cubicle beside mi =.=.. then i decided to finish my business then go pick up my paper.. so i put the drawing block on floor...... n somehow my mp3 drop on floor.. n oso my hp.. i wonder how all those drop out from my pocket sia =.= then hor.......... when i stood up.. my comb dropped =.= like so suay sia.... keep dropping things.. luckily i keep chking my stuffs so nthing is lost...

after tt went to class....... was late for 30 min =x went into the class blur blur de cos dunno wat teacher toking =.= sibei jia lat.. after awhile then managed to understand wats going on.. then blah blah blah finally 3 hrs passed.... lesson ended!!!!!

went to the 6th floor to find a lab n print my APEL stuffs.. spent the whole nite typing tt 500 words essay.. damn stupid sia.. i read liao feel like vomiting.. LOL so positive tt they are so untrue.. omg.. im typing against my conscience >.< then.. i saw my classmate.. so i went in the lab.... on the comp.... which is infested by trojons =.= then... finally submitted the essay.. then i need to print out oso.... the gal sitting infront of mi was print.. so i waited.. n waited.. n waited.... tmdddd she print so many stuffs yet took her time foreva to print.. damn brainless sia.. then i onli wan print 1 page.. then waste my time waiting for her.. argh... then blah blah blah...

2.30.. met elie to discussed abt eureka7 cosplay stuffs.. then juz nice kura n evil came to find us.. so... discuss n walk walk ard till 6.30 like tt.. but actually.. nthing much is done =x juz settle wif the basic stuffs n meeting on mon to buy cloth.. haha..

went to meet dear at pasir ris..... waited till 8 like tt then he came.. damn sian sia.. -.-after tt took a cab down to his hse.. by the time already 9+ liao.. met charsiew for dinner 10+.. then they send mi to took bus... reach hm ard 12am... wanna die liao sia.. n i shld be slping now le..

so happy tt dear finally book out.. XD pray i can stay over at his hse on sat ba~ ^^

wat's happening to mi..?

2007-06-28T02:52:00.000+08:00

life sux recently.. wondering wats wrong to mi n my body... its as if its gonna collapse any moment.. dun ask mi y.. im not sure myself too..been in a foul mood recently.. seems like everything pissed mi off... haiz.. i noe i shld be slping now.. but i juz ate dinner.. nthing to do now so blog a little..

din blog yest.. was kinda lazy.. nthing much to blog oso.. but the gd thing was i manage to finish all my proj le..

saw a bugger in my channel earlier.. came in to look for mi.. n tts a farker which bugged mi recently on friendster.. used to noe this farker oso.. till things turn bad.. ignored him for quite a long time liao.. tot he dead oso.. anyway forgot abt the details.. juz rmb tt he is a farker nia.. lol..

something's really very wrong wif mi recently.. my left wrist is starting to get pain again.. dunno y.. old ailment i think.. backaches.. stiffs necks.. my hyperventilation seems like acting up quite recently oso.. feeling damn terrible... everything's getting worst.. mentally n physically tired.. could it be im eating 2 meals a day recently? kinda impossible.. cos its my usual habit to take 2 meals.. or is another reason tt im not sure myself oso? wat's really happen to mi..?

told him tt im not feeling well recently b4... he doesnt to care for even juz a little.. pissed wif him earlier on.. i noe i shldnt but i juz help it.. i felt damn hurt.. y.. i noe im selfish.. always wanting to rely on him.. but i guess i shld learn to be independent from now on ba... i'll try my best not to impose trouble on others oso de.. ^^

time to go slp le... 3.11am.. class at 10am tml.. guess will be rolling on bed for quite awhile before getting to slp.. kinda suffering from insomia recently.. my body's gonna.. die out soon i guess..

cody's 1st bookout: tml.. unsure of time..

yawnz..

2007-06-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

so tired... -.- wanna slp le.. but... yawnz!!! too lazy to do anything... got to find time go arab n other place settle on eureka 7.. brainstorm quite alot today wif elie on the way home after khk.. =D was waiting for kura to come online since yest.. but.. both days nv see her =.= wanna ask her abt the eureka thingy de..

khk was fine today.. every1's slacking n all is very tired.. including mi.. din really sang well today.. haiz.. n oso din manage to do anything proj today.. so sianz.. pray i can do better on the day itself.. settle wif my hare hare yukai wif my fellow grp members today.. gonna practice hard for the dance step as well as training breathe.. else gonna die sia ~_~

was on fone wif my dear juz now n heard something very interesting stuffs said by his bunk mate.. "go slp lar cody!! go slp!!!!" lol.. n tt time was ard 9.45 like tt.. haha.. haiz.. cody's booking out on the evening.. sianz.. muz replan everything le..

anyway.. gd luck for all my stuffs.. i hope n.. I HATE SCHOOL! shall brainstorm further of the cosplay after tues.. n most imptly is my wig.. wonder it could be settle mah.. cos its so lastttttt min.. n wonder how im gonna pay sia T_T *broke* im a poor gal *cries..*

count down to cody's 1st book out: 5 days!

so damn sianz..

2007-06-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

haiz.... so damn messy sia everything.. actually im so damn tired now n shld be in bed but im still in front of my laptop.. haiz.. everything's so packed recently.. hardly got anytime to slack but.. haiz.....................

damn stress of alot of things.. suddenly planned so many cosplays... wonder if i can manage them all.. esp when the projs r dueing... khk is coming..... so is cosfest.. really wonder if i can really survive on mah.... gonna take programming next sem.... when i totally failed in it....y they wan choose programming sia.. networking sounds so much nicer.. n ezier.. zzz programming is like.. wtf? yawnz..

so many cosplays added recently to cosfest...
- Suzumiya Haruhi de.. shld be completed by cosfest since im wearing it for khk..
- La Corda D'Oro - Hino Kahoko.. will be doing wif rina.. n she helped mi settled everything n will recieve the costume by next wk.... juz need to pay her nia.. shld be ard 80+
- Eureka 7 - Eureka.. a very last min decision wif elie.. my jie jie.. was on the way hm from khk rehearsals n was showing her the pix of my "planned" cosplay.. then juz nice saw eureka7 de folder.. haha then she eyed for a char called anemone.. long pink hair gal.. costume's quite ez from 1 look.. while mine is a short teal colour hair.. costume looks..... quite ez.. but i wonder if my skill is gd enuff to do alone n not bother my mother too much ~_~ n oso haven brainstorm abt diff parts of the costume.. dunno whether can get the wigs in not mah cos its very very rush oso.. hope can complete by cosfest ba.. wonder how much im gonna spend this time sia.. haiz..

let mi planned out my schedule abit for this mth.. thou i noe i wun keep to this schedule tightly.. lol

24 june - train hard for khk.. discuss abit of the eureka cosplay wif jean jie oso..
25 june - doomsday.. (start of sch)
26 june - dsag (almost done.. left report n abit of programming.. shall ask classmate to help on mon...) / cmsk4 (haven do anything.. shld do during khk tml ba..) proj due
27 june - apel due... (asking classmate how to bullshit oso)
28 june - i think i shld start sewing the sch logo for suzumiya haruhi.. n others to complete..
29 june - see if elie free to do out wif mi to settle stuffs?
30 june - meet dear dear!!!! n train hard for khk...
1 july - KHK!!!!!! bz whole day!!!! muz come support esp red team!!
2 july to 6 july - chiong costume..
7 july - go cosfest 1st day.. still deciding on the character.. either la corda d'oro or haruhi..
8 july to 13 july - costume chionging day again..
14 july & 15 july - cosfest 2nd n 3rd day..
16 july.... another new life.. haiz... so sad

btw... dear's booking out on fri after 5pm...cant go out wif him on tt day.. T_T

n.. wish all the best to mi ba..

count down to cody's 1st book out: 6 days!

sssd is down!!!

2007-06-22T15:19:00.000+08:00

woot! in sch doing proj wif classmates now.. =D finally done wif my sssd.. quite ez since there is a prog liao.. juz editting nia.. fark sia..... T_T

course selection is today... wonder which elective to choose.. programming or networking? both got business sia.. die le die le.. haiz.. blog again at nite ba.. =D

4 more projs to go! then juz realised.... opsy is due on week 11... so..... 3 PROJS LEFT FOR THIS WK!!!! WOOOOOOOOOO i shld slack~ *rots*

count down to cody's 1st book out: 7 days

messed up life.. zzz

2007-06-21T18:27:00.000+08:00

wah.. fark sia.. my mind's totally's blank!!!!!! >____< most of my proj due on tues.. wonder how im gonna survive thru the next few days.. im so messed up... I NEED HELPPPPP T_T

fri going sch bug frens to help.. sat n sun khk.. gonna bring lappy there liao.. 1hr transport oso can do abit of stuffs ba.. i hope? skip lunch n all? haiz.. maybe buy a bread n dong whole day.. see 1st ba.. mon... omg.. 1st lesson jiu got thing submit.. frens say very ez.. i hope can finish by tml ba.. then at least got time to do other projs.. think shall start wif the reports all those later...

juz to sort things out..

SSSD (submission by mon.. latest fri) - time conversion.. need do in sch.. getting codes from my frens to edit..

DSAG (submission on tues) - C# programming.. need to take fren's soft copy 1st.. tt 1 is given by the teacher.. but haven do anything.. sianz

OPSY (submission on tues) - research on the OS Sun Solaris 10.. regarding its Networking support n Security model [wtf is this? D:] haiz.. think gonna do abit of the research b4 i go sch n get killed tml ba.. [my class de char bor all very scary!!!! T_T]

CMSK4 (submission on tues) [fark.. y r there so many projs due on tues? =.=] - writing a proposal on my "wonderful" newly created toy to help disabled child [izzit? D:] n i muz DRAW to gif visual aids?!?!? wtf?! if possible then do this later ba..

APEL (submission on wed) - value reflections.. yet to read the qns.. 500 words minimum de report.. think i shld do this later ba.. sounds ez for this..

WWNK - weeee found out theres no proj for this.. so heck care~

Colour n Combination - when got time then complete both pieces ba... im still wondering y i took up this cds when i failed art =.=

hmm.. so i'll be free again since tues ba... haiz.. Y M I ALWAYS LIKE THIS!! HOW TO BE MORE HARDWORKING?!?!?! tons of costumes yet to be done.. so messed up.. so lazy to even move..... haiz.... yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy T_T SAVE MIIIIIIIIIII

count down to cody's 1st book out: 8 Days

2007-06-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

haiz.... so damn sianz.... 2nd day of this blog.. haiz.. i juz realised next wk sch reopen le... AHHHHH n i haven do any of the projs!!!!!!! zzzzz let mi count abit..

- Apel (Value Reflection) (i have no idea wtf is this..)
- DSAG (omg.. i hate programming.. zzz)
- OPSY (i think there is proj for this.. but.. wat? o.o?)
- SSSD (no idea for this as well)
- CMSK4 (report writing.. dunno wat to write sia..)
- WWNK (is there any proj for this? D:)

shit.. after looking at all these.... I THINK IM GONNA FAIL THIS SEM!!!! AHHHHH~~~~ tts all my modules this sem sia!!!!! so many projs.. so short time.. HOW TO FINISH!!!!!!! omg omg omg omg T____T life is a torture man... haiz.... i wan cry le.. save mi some1!!!!!!!!!!!!!

count down to cody's 1st book out: 8 days!

2nd post of the day

2007-06-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

sianz.. damn sianz.... classmate asked to chiong project tml in sch.. haven done wif any of them.. its juz so freaking sian T_T projects.. more projects.. even even more projects!!!! i think there r more than 4 projs.. omg.. sch gal life so sian.. T_T still thinking whether to go tml.. shld i.. or shld i not?

the more sian thing was to chg all the stupid things in this blog!!!! thinking of wat to put etc.. omg im dying x.x kill mi pls.. YAWNZ! n im still thinking wat to chg for my main page.. aww.. creating a blog is a nuisance.. -.-

anyway.. publicizing for KHK abit.. actually i spammed this on cody's blog.. but.. muahahaha shall spam it again.. this time up a newer poster!!!! XD pardon mi for the hyperlink thingy.. i dunno how to chg to the center T_T

1st up!! the JRock Theme!!

2nd... the School gal!!!! (im in it if u notice =P)

3rd would be the..... BAKA SURVIVOR TEAM!!!

omg.. KHK gonna rox!! so rmb come support us this yr!! details r on the posters!! PLS RMB TO SUPPORT RED TEAM!!!!! cos im in red this yr =DDD rmb ah.. RED onli =P

count down for dear's 1st book out: 9 days!!

woooo

2007-06-19T23:42:00.001+08:00

woot! finally started my own blog.. finally gonna stop spamming at cody's blog le.. damn tired sia.... been doing the whole day juz wif the layout etc.... feel so dumb sia =.=;; yawnz... anyway.. 1st post.. update again.. this is juz a testing post.. whoever wanna link mi hor.. juz post in the tagboard.. =D or tell mi in msn if u noe mi.. ^^v